Kik - Phan

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Dan's POV

Flashbacks. Memories. I couldn't bear it. I was not looking forward to the funeral. I was in the car with my mum and dad to go to the funeral.

*time skip*

"We are here today to celebrate Philip Micheal Lester's life before he sadly passed away." The vicar calmly announced. Thats when I couldn't handle it. The tears started flowing out my eyes.

"He was a great man. Always bought joy to us and never upset anyone. He wouldn't even hurt a fly. I remember when he met his best friend Dan he would not stop talking about him to us. He would never get in an argument with us and would respect people and their thoughts. I am and will always question why he committed suicide." His mum said trying her hardest to hold in her tears.

I dug my head into my mum's neck not being able to listen to this. It was heartbreaking. He didn't deserve me. I am a horrible person. 

"Now we will have a speech from his beloved Boyfriend, Best friend, soulmate and roommate. Dan." as the vicar told me to come to the front. This was the moment I was dreading.

My arms and legs where shaking. I struggled to breathe. I walked to the front "I will miss him. He was always there for me and other people. He will always be in my heart no matter what. When ever I saw him it would put a smile on my face and he would always bring joy to others. His personality. Wow. How do I describe it. Loving,caring,funny. How he always cuddled me when I was upset. He was great best friend. A great boyfriend and definitely a great person. No one can replace him for me. When ever he was in the room he would bring joy. He wouldn't let you be upset. I give all my love to his family and remember he wouldn't want you to be upset. He would tell you to get on with your life. " I heard tears from around the room. It was Phil's family.

I missed him.

No one could replace him. As a best friend or roommate or even boyfriend.