Feelings

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Erens POV
   Its been a few weeks since me and Levi shared our first kiss, Ive been very nervous around him though. Not because of the terrifying experience I witness when Levi looked up, back at the haunted house... I tried to brush it from my mind as much as possible because he was still my best friend.

  I was developing feelings for him, and It messed with me mentally and physically because it was wrong. Being gay was never even a thought when I was younger. My father forbid it. He was a homophobic if I ever knew one, and it hurt me. Because I wanted so bad to just forget everything and be with my best friend.

Levis POV
    Erens been acting weird around me since the night we kissed, but it was okay, I understood his confusion at the moment. I mean... His lifelong friend did just sorta force himself on him... But it wasn't really forceful because he didn't try to stop it, he kissed back. So it was okay right? Ugh... I think im just as confused as Eren at this point.

  But I was happy because me and Eren were meeting up today and going to the library, because he wanted to look for some manga and asked if id accompany him. Of course I agreed to his adorable little face

     Erens POV
    I asked Levi to come with me to the library in the mall because I figured it would be a good time for us to spend time together and talk about whatever the subject ends up being.

   I secretly just missed him so I made up an excuse to see him alone. I want to know how he really feels about me, so I dont get too hopeful in case the kiss was just a spur of the moment thing.

       Levis POV
I was heading out the door to the library and Mikasa stopped me "Where are you off to at 7am?" She asked curiously " library, with Eren" I said making sure I had my keys and wallet in my pockets as Mikasa formed an O shape with her mouth then giggled, waving me off.

     I walked out to see the almost completed sunrise and took a deep breath of fresh air before getting in my black convertible with clean, black leather seats. Starting the engine and hearing the hum was relaxing, I then headed towards the mall about 5 miles from my house.

       Erens POV
I was quietly on my way to the fridge to keep from disturbing Armin but as soon as I opened the fridge door Armins head popped out of his room down the hall "where ya going?" He asked tilting his head almost like a golden retriever

     "Im meeting up with Levi at the library" I said grabbing a iced coffee and begun to head out saying bye to my blonde friend as he wiggled his eyebrows at me.

     When I walked outside it was peaceful, morning breeze hit my face and the smell of freshly cut grass surrounded me (idk but I like the smell of cut grass xD) as I walked down the sidewalk because the mall wasn't any more then a half mile from my house and it was so nice out, I took the opportunity to embrace it.

      Levis POV
I must have left my house sooner then Eren because he wasn't at the library when I got there, so I waited outside the door of the large library.

    Watching as happy couples walked by, hoping to have the same fate. As I observed all the cute gestures and faces the couples were making I failed to see Eren walk up.

   He poked my shoulder to get my attention and giggled when I jumped to his touch, he was perfect. I just stood there, watching him smiling I instantly felt warm inside... It almost confused me.

    Erens POV
When I entered the mall and started towards the end if he mall where the library was, I got a perfect view of Levi, gazing hopefully at the passing couples. I was tempted to run up and hug him, but I didn't want to be so forward so I just walked up and poked his shoulder

    His reaction was priceless, I must say. After I recovered from laughing so hard we walked into the library and I went to the manga section to find something to "read" as I talked to Levi.

     We sat on two red, velvety chairs near the back of the library for privacy of a conversation. I read a little of my manga then looked up at Levi reading a novel, but he didn't seem focused on it, it looked like he was doing the same as me.

     So I spoke up "good book so far?" I said smiling at Levi as he looked up in shock from me disturbing him from his thoughts "uh...oh, yes. Yes the book is interesting" he said smiling back "yours?" 
"Its okay I guess" I replied quietly with a grin

   Levis POV
Eren was tense, I wanted to make him for relaxed but didn't know how. "Want me to grab us some coffee?" I asked, standing up "o-oh yeah that'd be great... I'll pay you when you get back" Eren stuttered as he reached in his pocket to get his wallet

     "Dont worry about it, my treat this time" I said winking and heading towards the front of the library where they had a small coffee shop before he could argue.

      "What can I get for you today, sir?" The employee asked happily "just two vanillas" I asked assuming she knew I meant coffee "iced or hot?" She asked starting the coffee "one hot and one iced"  a long minute went by and she came back to the counter with our coffee "that'll be $7.36 please" as I pulled out my debit card "here" she swiped it and I made my way back to a waiting Eren.

      Erens POV
When Levi came back he had a small grin on his face which made me smile noticeably. "Do you want it hot or iced? I got one of each because I didn't know which you preferred..." 

   He was always thoughtful and caring so I took the hot coffee since I had iced this morning "ill take the hot" I said reaching out for the cup "be careful though, Its really hot, heh.. Figure"

      Levi was never shy or awkward, he was always stern, but recently he has been showing his true self and its been nice. My thoughts of Levi consumed me as I sipped on the coffee.

      Levis POV
I watched Eren, trying to think of a way to start a conversation "When we finish our coffee would you like to go look around?" I asked taking sips of my coffee at a time even though it was iced

    "Sure" Eren said excitingly and began drinking the rest of his coffee.

   
  So I attempted to add more detail (mainly because my sister fussed at me) but whoever is reading, I hope you enjoyed   [These next few chapters are going to be fillers because I dont want to rush my plans] x3 until next time ❤️

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