My dear Danny Sexbang

Whats this Feeling?

Feeling his warm deep breaths on the top of my head and his torso press up against my back, made me weak for some reasons. "I just want to talk." Danny spins me around with one of his hands the other one still has the cup of tea in it, now face to face with him. "I asked Arin to leave us alone together you know." I can feel my heart racing like its about to jump right out of my chest. "I knew you would call him to pick you put, so I sent everyone to the bar." holy shit Danny is smarter than I thought. "So let's go to the grump room and talk about this whole situation." Setting down is tea and taking me by my hand, he sled us to the grump game room. "Sit." I do has I'm told and sat on the couch at the other side of the room. Danny sits beside me all calmly like, he turns ever so slightly so that his head and torso are facing me. His body is very tense, just by looking at him he's pissed. "Danny i-." "You already said enough (y/n)." Coming closer and closer, our eyes never losing contact. "Danny please." His eyes widen so did mine. What am I saying please to?! Please kiss me? Please take me? What the fuck. "Listen I just wanted to say again.. I'm sorry for the way I have been acting lately. I just like you a lot." He slowly takes my hand into his, damn his hands are huge. "Oh, being a dick to me is your way of showing you like me?" Was that to harsh..? "Listen, I never felt like this with anyone and I don't know how to handle it." His eyes soften, body less tense. Even his lips say kiss me. Leaning in to kiss me, instead of letting my heart guide me I let my head. "No Dan." He stops like 2 inches away from my lips, his eyes open wide. Sliding away not even looking at me anymore, I know he's hurt but I'm hurt too.. "(Y/n) I'm sorry." I can tell this is a real apology. The air between us becomes thick, it's getting hard to breathe. "No I'm sorry, I was leaving because you have a problem with me and I thought everyone in the grump house loved me I was wrong.. I let one person get to me." He's hurt I can see it in his eyes, the light inside them fades away. "I'm sorry you feel that way (y/n).." Danny slowly shuffles to the door way. Giving me a half smile. What's this feeling? Like my heart is in pain? I did the right thing didn't I..? I pull out my phone and quickly call up Suzy.
"Hello?"
"Suzy it's (y/n).."
"Hey? What's up you sound like you're gonna cry?."
I am.. I'm on the verge of tears and I have no idea why..
"Suzy I really need you." Even I can hear the crack in my own voice.
"I'm on my way Hun." She hung up leaving me in my own silence. The air around me is still thick.. I can't move, if I do It hurts. Danny walks by the door very calmly like, he turns a little bit just enough so I can see his smile.

Seeing his smile pushes me over the edge. I feel my heart just stop, my body collapse onto the floor.
"(Y/n)!" I Faintly hear him yell, rushing towards me. My vision is blurry I can barely see him.

Darkness is all I can see.