Today I woke up feeling like someone was watching me. I sat up groggily, and once I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes, I noticed I had left the blinds up and window open when I was doing night spying and forgot to close them after I got back in.
I crouched on the floor and got dressed quickly. Then, still crawling, went out of my room. When I was out of "window view" I stood up gratefully and stretched. Then, I snuck out the door to see who had been watching my window. I stifled a gasp as a thought flew into my brain. Was Ethan spying on me to get back at me for spying on him? I peeked cautiously around the corner of the house. And there, standing by the fence, watching my window with a dreamy expression on his face, was none other than Ethan.
I wanted to yell at him "hey! I'm right here!" But I couldn't because I lost my voice. So I walked out from behind the corner as if I had just come out. Ethan paid no attention to me. He just kept staring expectantly at my window. There is only one possible solution for this, I thought, I need to go back and look through the window. So that's what I did. When Ethan saw me, his whole face lit up like a Christmas tree.
He waved, then motioned for me to come out. So I went.
"Claire," he said, "I need to talk to you...".
I didn't try to be rude, I really didn't, but this just slipped out.
"Well, what do you want?"
He looked taken aback at my harsh question.
"Sorry," I said immediately, "I didn't mean to sound so harsh."
"It's alright," he said in a voice so gentle it was disgusting.
"Why were you looking at my window with that strange expression on your face?" I asked.
"I was waiting for you to get up and come out and talk to me," he replied in that disgustingly gentle voice.
"You didn't need to do that," I said, finally finding my voice, "I come out every morning and look into your yard."
(A/N Jesus I made myself sound like such a stalker)
At that moment I knew that it had been a fatal mistake to say that.
"Y-you look for me?" He said, happy tears coming into his eyes. Then I said something so strange I don't even think it passed through my brain before I said it.
"Of course I look for you, don't you know how I feel about you?" Then, when I realized what I had said, I clapped my hand over my mouth so hard it hurt. I had ruined all my evil plans for future spying on Ethan. All of my practices would be in vain.
He would be looking out his window 24/7 to see when I would come out. Then, we would talk for a long time, and then bad things would start to happen.
"I know how you feel," he said, "I feel the same about you."
At that, I groaned inwardly. This was just like Bluestar's Prophecy, one of my. Warriors books, with Bluefur and Oakheart. Ethan and I couldn't be together! We were going to sell the house, and then I would never see him again.
"Ethan," I said, feeling wretched, "we can't be together."
"Why not?" Ethan said, the hurt clearly showing in his voice. This time, I groaned out loud. Wasn't it obvious?
"Because," I said, "when we sell the house, I'll leave and never see you again. And besides, if I want to be spy, I need to I need to devote all my attention to my work, not a husband and/or kids. They would cause a distraction and could be used as a lure by the bad guy. (A/N this part is especially cringe-worthy because I was 11, and I don't think I should be worried about having a husband and/or kids).
"Hold on a second," Ethan said, looking like he wanted to curl up into a hole and die, "you want to be a spy?"
"Of course," I said, "it's my dream."
"Well, just in case I never see you again, I love you, and I'll always be here for you," Ethan declared.
"I-I-I love you too," I managed to say without starting to cry.
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Aaaaaaand scene! So what did you guys think? Was is cringe-worthy enough for you? It was for me *shivers*. I don't know where my eleven year old self came up with all this crap, but it sure does make for a great cringe-worthy story! You don't have to like it, but definitely comment and tell me if you cringed as much as I did.
P.S. This was all a straight copy from my journal, nothing was edited or changed
P.P.S. Ethan was my next door neighbor at my grandpa's house and if you didn't pick up on it I had a huge crush on him.
P.P.P.S. Ethan pt. 2 coming soon!
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RomanceSo my friend and I were going through my journal and found some amazingly cringe-worthy stories I wrote when I was 11 about boys, so I thought I would share them with the Wattpad community. Enjoy!