if you knew this whole time, why did you continue to treat me as if i was worthless?
if you knew this whole time, why did you act oblivious to the situation when i pointed it out?
if you knew this whole time, why did you put my feelings to the curb and made me feel invalid to state them and as if i were overeacting?
if you knew this whole time, why didn't you fix it when you noticed?
if you knew this whole time, why did you put me through countless days of suffering which felt like never ending years?
if you knew, why did you let it get to extent that it is now?
