10 Years *(older) Ib x Garry*

Useless

'And at that, I left to the bridge once more..'

I walked the path and found the bridge to be more daunting than expected. 'How did I do it before..?' Well I was under the influence of something apparently..

I sighed, this is what they wanted. They wanted me to die. They wanted this to happen. That's what he's gone. That's why I'm here. That's why I'm doing this. But for who? Who was I trying so hard to prove? Me? Garry? Those bloody paintings? Whatever that's going on in my mind, its unstable. Like me. I've totally lost my mind. I can't stand it any longer. Sink or swim, both I can't do well.

What an odd feeling it was, to be falling. It was almost like I was floating on air. I saw it coming closer, the big blue. As I braced for impact, it was like everything hit me all at once. And that is when I regretted my decision.

What a stupid foolish human..

Lost the one chance of being happy.

Broke his glass heart, so ruthless...

It's almost like she wanted to suffer!

I awoke to the sounds of babbling. I looked around to find myself surrounded by painting of the sort looking at me menacingly.

"W-where's Garry?' Was all I could muster.

They all burst into laughter. I was left there to be in the brink of tears. I just wanted my Garry back..the real Garry.

You left him behind!

Foolish foolish girl!

You broke his glass heart!

It's over now!

HAHAHAHA!

They laughed at me..Just like everyone else did. It hurt. It hurt to have all eyes on me, to have the laughter be about me rather than with me. To know that it's about my foolishness. What I would give to go back and hug that Garry, tell him that I loved him and that I was his forever. But-I couldn't. I gave it up. For the real Garry. My Garry.

I clenched my teeth and dug my nails in my arms. I started to shake with fury and anger, I couldn't keep this in any longer. So many years..so many long years of them laughing at me. I'm done. I'm through.

Oh look she's mad!

Oh how scary! HAHAHA!

Pathetic.

Useless.

What ever did Garry see in you?

Disgusting.

Have you looked at yourself lately?

Fat!

Everything was building up on each other. The pain was getting too much to bear. This was worse..much worse...

How could he ever love such a low life like you?!

He's just using you as a toy.

Take a look at yourself and tell me that's something he'd want.

This was it, I had given up. This is what they wanted. I shouldn't have come back. I should've stayed. This is my last round. I have nothing left to give. I'm tired of them. Of their laughing faces. I hate them. I despise them.

If only Garry hadn't suggested this. If only I had died. If only he loved me. If only if only IF ONLY!

I fell to my knees, covered my ears, and screamed.

(So I wrote the last part and it was perfect and then wattpad decided to delete it and I screamed while re-writing crappier version. Anyway, Update!)