sweater kisses // zanvis fanfiction

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(Song: Girls chase boys. By: Ingrid Michaelson)

{Zane's POV}
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"Zane, I need to ask you a very important question..."
My heart sped up at that exact moment. My palms were sweaty.
My brain kept asking itself scary things as If he was about to say something that'd make me cry. My stomach roared and my eyes started to tear. A wave of anxiety washed over me. I found it hard to breathe. I tried to contain myself. "Y-Y-Yeah...?" I say, shaking quietly. Travis doesn't notice me shaking, so he continues. "It may make you scared.." Thats it. I burst into tears. I get up and I run to the stairs to go to my room, and apparently while running up the stairs I tripped on the 13th stair, and fell, All the way down the stairs. Than everything went black.  
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[At the Hospital...]
{Travis' POV}
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I sat beside Zane's hospital bed, holding his hand and crying my eyes out. I can't believe he fell all the way down those stairs and blacked out. The doctor walks in, writing on a clipboard. "Okay Sir. There are Good news and Bad news. Which one do you want to hear first?" The doctor asks, looking me straight in the eyes with a serious face. "Good news." I suggest. He nods. "Well, Mr. Ro'meave here, is going to be alright, his memory is and will be just fine, He will be healthy, He's not in a coma or anything, and he will be perfectly in shape." The doctor says. I sigh in relief. "And the b-bad n-news?" I asks, stuttering. "Well...Mr. Ro'meave will take a while to wake up, and He might need surgery." The doctor says. Thats when Zane's heart started to speed up on the monitor. And than I knew. He could hear us, but he just couldn't wake up. I held his hand tighter and I kissed his cheek. His heart speed went back to normal. "Surgery for what? You said he was Healthy and in good shape.." I asked. "I said he WILL be in good shape. I didn't say he IS in good shape. When he fell down those stairs he must of hit his head really hard. Because apparently, Something is wrong with the upper left side of his brain. But don't worry, we can fix it Through surgery. He will be fine." The doctor adds, smiling at me and than walking out the room. Tears ran down my face and I just couldn't stop crying. I felt so bad. I FEEL so bad. "Zane, Please wake up...I Love you, I was going to ask you to be my boyfriend, to be mine, But I knew you were afraid to love, thats why I said it might be scary. But if you won't wake up it will be scary. At least for me...I love you Zane. P-Please wake up..." I whimper balling my eyes out afterwards. Than it hit me.
He can still hear me.
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{Zane's POV}
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Oh my Irene. Did I just hear what I think I did? I want to just wake up, but I can't. My heart sped up and it was dancing. "Zane....please..." Travis whispers. He was crying. I hate the fact that I can't answer back. WAKE ME UP IRENE, PLEASE. I wanted to kiss him, hug him, cuddle him, and cry with him. But I just couldn't wake up. You don't need to wake up, you need to die. Wha- Who are you and what are you doing in my head?! Im your dark side Zane. Just listen to me. If you die, you can head onto your second world and forget about the pain and destroy everything and everyone, doesn't that sound cool?! NO. IT DOESN'T. GO AWAY! IM NOT GOING TO DIE. Fine. In a few months, I'll be back. Than the voice disappears. What...? Than I hear footsteps. I feel my body turn on. I open my eyes gently to see Travis gone. When I look over to the door, ai see the Doctor. "Sir, you may go home, Your surgery for your brain will be held on July 25th." The doctor added, smiling and leaving the room. It is July 23rd. I get up from the hospital bed and I change. When I walk out the door, I see Garroth and Vylad waiting for me. "BABY BROTHER!" Garroth screams. "BIG BROTHER!" Vylad screams, also. I burst into tears and for the first time, I hug my brothers back when They hug me. Garroth, Vylad and I, get in the car, and Garroth drives off.