Highschool Never Ends (Markiplier X Reader)

Chapter 20// Nightmares or Reality?

Mark's POV

I was dressed in a suit, it was all black. Tom knocked at my door and slowly entered. His face saddened when he saw me, I was ready to go now.

"Mark....are you ready....everyone waiting outside." Tom spoke softly, I just nodded my head and began leaving my house. I went outside and saw Jack wearing a black dress shirt and matching pants and shoes. Felix wore the same thing and a wore a tie, he was comforting Marzia who was crying on his shoulder, she was wearing a long black dress. Bob and Wade, Ken and Cry wore all black too. Even Dan and Phil came wearing black suits.....

When arriving at the open casket I saw (Y/n) mother cry as her brother held her and cried as while. Other relatives of (Y/n) we there. I saw (Y/n) laying down....she look so peaceful and still as beautiful as ever....she was wearing a flowly white dress, her hair draped around her, she was holding her favorite type of flower....my heart cringed when realizing she was gone....

Tears escaped my eyes as I kneeled next to her cresting her cheek. The pain in my heart was aching, it burned, it made me want to stop breathing all together....

"(Y/n).....I don't know if you can hear me....b-but I wanted to let you know that....no matter where my life takes me, no matter how many years past me by.....you will always be my favorite memory to go to when I'm sad, happy, alone or afraid,.....you will always be the love of my life......" I began sobbing, "- and....I wanted to say that I'm s-so sorry (Y/n).....I was the cause of all this....though you were the best thing that ever happened to me.....I was your worst....I didn't deserve you....you were too good for me.....and now....no one could have you because of my stupid mistakes all those years ago..... (Y/n) I'm sorry I failed you....I'm sorry I wasn't there for you...I'm sorry that I couldn't save you..... I love you (Y/n)....hopefully I'll see you again....just wish it would be sooner....." I said with now red glossy eyes.

When everyone was done saying their good byes to (Y/n), (Y/n)'s mom arranged a video of (Y/n) throughtout her short life....the song "You Are My Sunshine" came on as they played it.

I got lost in my head as the song played....I reimagined all the things we did together, I had a flashback of all our memories we shared. I remember her warm loving eyes which where the perfect shade of (e/c).

'You are my sunshine my only sunshine'

I remember her smile that would brighten a whole room, her laugh that made butterflies form in my stomach and made my heart beat faster....

'You make me happy, when sky's are grey'

Her voice that was so sweet to hear. It made me feel all warm inside. I miss her silly games she played and how she made life seem more enjoyable and worth living....she was absolutely too good for this world

'You don't know dear, how much I love you'

I missed her, I missed everything about her, the way her eyes light up, the way she blushes, the way she loves and cares about people, the way she made other people smile and laugh, the way she made me feel alive as if I was flying. The way she made others feel welcomed, the way she made everyday seem so unreal so amazing and so memorable....

'Please don't take...my sunshine...away'

She was a rare jewel, she was kind, caring, passionate, loving, brave, silly, fun, hilarious, strong and beautiful....something that comes every 100 years.....she was....my everything....

'Mark'

'Mark!'

'MARK!'

*end of the dream*
(Sorry If I tricked you guys, I wanted it to be believable)