Save Me...From Myself (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Niall Kissed Me...Why!!!!????

I woke up to the smell of bacon, i jumped out of bed, i felt an awful sharp pain in my stomach and remembered what happened yesterday. I slowly walked to the kitchen and the smell enlarged, i saw harry cooking.

"Hey" I said.

He just smiled but kept on cooking. I went to go take a shower, but then realized i had no clothes.

"NIALL, COME HERE" I screamed.

I watched as a out-of-breathe Niall rushes through the door.

"WHAT, WHAT HAPPENED" He hastily said

I just laughed but stopped abruptly.

"I just need a pair of clothes" I explained.

"Oh" He smiled.

He handed me a t-shirt and some shorts. I smiled at him and headed into the bathroom, i saw a shaver and stared at it for a second before grabbing it and pulling the blade out. I pulled up my sleeve and looked for a spot on my arm, i finally found one and put the blade to my skin, i breathe in, slice, breathe out. I do that two more times, i was mid-breath when the bathroom door whipped open and i saw those blue eyes and that blonde hair. He rushed over to me and grabbed the blade out of my hand and hugged me. He went over and locked the door, then came over to me and knelt down to where we were face to face, he grabbed my hands and stared me in the eyes. I closed my eyes as he started to speak.

"Why...why do you do this to you're self" I heard sniffling.

I opened my eyes and saw the Irish-boy crying, i stared at him then hugged him.

"I'm sorry, i-i just...i-i don't like myself. I DON'T LIKE BEING ME, THE PAIN HELPS ME COPE WITH MY FEELINGS" I sobbed.

"Shh its ok.........How does someone so perfect, feel so insecure, as to scar her skin with cuts and burns and still want to hurt more. How does someone so loving, learn to hate her own guts, drawing a picture on her arm with a blade...as if her mind wasn't dark enough" He sang.

I calmed down and he started singing Diana while looking at me, mid-song he just stopped and analyzed my face, he got really close to me then BAM he kissed me, it was gentle though, almost like he was afraid i would break. He pulled back almost instantly and blushed HARD. We just stared at each other.

"Uh...i'm...sorry" He was blushing terribly.

"I-i-it's o-ok, i g-guess" He raised his head.

He smiled so bright.

"So does this mean y-you trust me" He asked excitedly.

"Mayyyybeeee" I said.

He smiled ear to ear, i was afraid he would smile so wide he wouldn't be able to stop. I just smiled back. I took an actual shower and we headed to the kitchen to eat some bacon i just stared at it and took a few bites. I had to go home soon so i got ready.

"Uh...Kim...y-you can h-have my s-sweatshirt" He said taking his sweatshirt.

I went into the bathroom and changed sweatshirts, then Niall dropped me off at home. When i got home i went upstairs to the bathroom and threw up...ALOT. I took off Nialls sweatshirt and put it in my closet. I then went to sleep.

SO WHAT DID YOU GUYS THINK, ik its pretty bad, BUT I LIKE IT (OBVIOUSLY) SO E-E-E-ENJOY THE N-N-N-NEXT CH-CH-CH-CHAPTER WWWWOOOOO.