Taylor showered me with love, treated me as if I was a queen. And I was, I was her queen. Which is why it depresses me after every good day we spend together where she's making me laugh and have a good time, I'm so lucky to have her but just to loose her. I loved her so damn much, and I wanted to stay here by her forever but I couldn't and damn that thought constantly weighed me down.
Taylor's hand running through my hair and down my side broke me out of my reverie. We were currently laying on her bed and listening to music, "What's on your mind?" She asks. I sigh, and shut my eyes, "Nothing... Just random things," I reply. I don't want to tell her that this thought is always constantly weighing me down, I don't want to annoy her with my being sad about it all the time.
She sits up and pulls me up with her and onto her lap. "Tell me." She says kissing my neck, I bite my lip and turn away smiling slightly. "Nothing Taylor! I promise." I say regaining my composure, she distracts me ugh. This time she softly moves my hair to the side and trails kisses on my neck and jawline, till she reaches my mouth. "Tell me," she whispers against my lips.
Her warm breath fanned my face and I swallowed, I could feel my self heating up. She gently places me down on the bed, and gets between my thighs. "Tell me Maria, please?" She asks grinding up against me. I bite my lip and giggle which causes her to bite hers and have a devious look in her eye. "Make me tell you.." I whisper, I was getting confident!! I mentally jumped up and down like a child.
She scoffs, "Make me tell you huh? Are you sure that's what you want baby," she grinds up against me again and keeps going... Oh god... "Yes Taylor..." I whisper and it turns into a moan and she grinds against my spot. I ignore the dull pain I constantly have, she turns my face to look at her and all I see in her eyes is love, lust and excitement. She kisses me and my tongue dances with hers, lord she was a good kisser.
She runs her hand up my shirt and squeezes my breast and I bite her lip. She takes her hand out of my shirt and grabs my wrists pinning them down with one hand, with the other she trails it down my body and finally reaches my waistline. I was in leggings right now and I was hoping she wouldn't cup me, I could practically feel the wetness. She slips her hand down my pants and touches me, she gasps "You're....-" I cut her off and kiss her and she kisses me hungrily as she starts fingering me.
Let me tell y'all straight bitches that, being fingered is great by lesbians not guys, some don't know how to use their fingers as good. "Taylor..." I moan. Oh god, she slips her hand out and slips her fingers inside of her mouth and I gasp in shock. She looks at me with a very dark sexy look, one that I won't ever forget for the rest of my short life. She lets go of my wrists and yanks my shirt up and grabs both of my breasts, inside of my bra not over it.
I bite my lip and moan as she plays with my nipples then stops and runs her hands down my body.... I open my eyes and look at myself and I want to cry, she gets to my zipper but I push her hand away and turn over pulling my shirt down. I'm so ugly... A tear streams down my face, "It's not you..." I tell her not looking at her. I feel her shift and pull me close to her not turning me to face her. "What is it baby?"
Her concerned loving tone made me cry more, I'm too ugly for you... "N-noth-" she cuts me off. "You think you're ugly don't you?" Damn she was smart, smarter than a lot of people in school gave her credit for. But I knew she was always smart, otherwise she wouldn't have made it to college right?
I nod, not even bothering to lie anymore. What's the use? Curse Taylor and her smart observant self! I cry as she turns me to face her, I avoid her eyes and look down. "Look at me Maria," I still look down. Tears still fall, she sighs and forces me to look at her. Instead of seeing disgust and hate in her eyes like I thought, there was sadness and love, "You're the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen in my life. No matter if you're sick or not, even if you looked like a monkey, which you do, I'd still love you!" She smiles and I playfully shove her chest while laughing at her goofiness.
"I love you Taylor." I say smiling at her, she looks at me while a smile forms on her face. "I love you too... Let's do something. I want to show you something I mean. I mean I want-" I cut her rambling off with a kiss. She's so cute! "Just take me there, don't tell me." I say. She nods and visibly relaxes and we get into the car and begin our journey to wherever. "So this is going to be quite a long drive, so I have a story for you." Taylor speaks up as we drive out of the city. "Okay shoot." I say. I turn down the radio and she clears her throat, "So picture this...."
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Sorry guys another short chapter cause I feel like there should be more chapters, idk so I'm trying to space it out so that means cliffhangers woohoo!! 😄
