Meeting in the alleyway

Yeah I'm not so strong

I stared at them all in amazement. "W...what?" I stuttrued. "Will you go on tour with us? We have enough room and an extra bunk." Said Jinxx. My eye twitched as I decided on it. "Of course!" I said. CC cheered and tackled me in a hug. I wheezed for air and he let go. After I caught me breath bvb told me where we were going. Apparently they started tour yesterday and they have 2-3 more months, 1 month in Europe, Britain and other foreign countries and the rest in America. After we had addressed the living situation we went outside.

I shivered as I made my way with them. Andy wrapped his jacket around me and I smirked as I wrapped it closer to my body. We came to a large bus and they all went inside me following like the lost puppy I am. I followed Andy to the back and he pointed me towards the bunk I was staying at. Right above his, I mentally giggled as Andy told me the rules John had them.

After the lecture I asked Andy "Hey can I use the shower?" He nodded and went to turn away but I grabbed his hand, when I touched his sparks littered my skin. "I don't have anything to wash with" I said embarrassed. He giggled and said "there's rags in the cupboard in the left and you can use the blue bottle of axe in there, that's mine I hope you don't mind smelling like me" he said, I nodded and hugged him.

This took him by surprise but he hugged me back "Thank you Andy for all you've done" I said, he laughed and said "Don't worry about it." And walked away.

He stuck his head back in thought the door, "Oh by the way there's clothes for you on the counter!" He smiled that devilish smile and walked away.

I giggled as I went into the bathroom, I turned on the water and looked at myself in the mirror, my thought were interrupted with that evil voice in my head.

"Your worthless, fat ugly, bitch, you should die, no don't kill yourself hurt feel the pain hurt bitch hurt!"

I cried as I pulled out my razor I keep in a handkerchief in my pocket, I stripped down and entered the shower.

(WARNING THUS MIGHT BE TRIGGERING! IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED SKIP THIS PART!)

I ran the blade against my leg, I winced as the blood ran down my leg. I cut and cut, 13 new cuts, it felt so good now but later I knew I would regret it.

I washed with Andy's wash and got out of the tub. I wrapped a towel around me and hot dressed the the batman pajamas Andy Lauder out for me. I grabbed my old clothes and put them in my bunk.

I sighed as I walked to the front of the bus, apparently everyone but Andy went out since we were going to be here for another day or so.

I sat down next to Andy and he pulled me into his lap. I giggled and hand laid a hand on my cuts, I hissed and Andy looked at me

" Raven?" I started crying as Andy lifted my pants to above my knee.

"OH MY GOD RAVEN" he yelled as he went into the bathroom. He brought out a first aid kit .

He cleaned my cuts and wrapped them with gauze. After he wrapped my legs up he left his short golden/brown hair (his hair is still natural right?, if not just pretend it's black!)

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I cried as he looked up at me, I looked away and he lifted up my chin. I looked away and he said in a quiet voice "Look at me Raven please, I didn't mean to scream" I looked at him and saw a tear run down his face. I quickly wiped it away and he said "why did you do it?"

"Because I don't deserve this, I'm ugly and worthless and nobody likes me, I'll always be alone. Cause of how fat I am " I screamed. Andy's face dropped, if it was possible and he said "no-" I cut him off," don't lie" I said.

Then I looked at Andy, he pressed his lips to mine. I was surprised but kissed back. Andy pulled away and said " Raven you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and it kills me to know your slowly killing yourself , promise me you'll stop" I sniffled and said "ok Andy" he kissed me again and this time it got more heated. He pressed his lips against mine harder and I felt the cold ice of his lip ring against my lips. He licked my bottom lip and I let him in. Our tongues danced and was soon stopped from lack of air. "Raven would you like to go out sometime."

I nodded and kissed him softy on lips.

"Raven you should go get some sleep you look tired." I nodded and went to my bunk and climbed in careful around my leg and foot. That night I dreamed about Andy.