Just Friends..

the proposal(s).

* shays pov*
I finally stop running. I walk into the bathroom and try to stop crying. I decided to calm down And text Danny.
But he already had an idea.
Danny is calling me.
He cant hear me like this..
I decline it.
He calls.
I ignore.
" i know you are receiving my calls  because you send me to voice mail, where did you go?" the text says across my screen.
" i went to the bathroom in the west wing, uh i got sick again." i reply wiping my eyes.
" why are you in west wing? Thats 17 blocks from starbucks in south wing." he texts back.
"Uh... The uh baby store..." i say trying to come up with something..

Dannys caller I.D appears on my screen.
I cleaned my breathing up maybe he wont notice i have been crying.
I answer.
"The baby  store is right across from Tiffanys. Which is is beside starbucks. What happend?"  he asks

I feel tears start to form in my eyes agian and i lose control of my emotions.
" j-ja-james i-i had t-to run awa-away" i say tears flowing down my cheeks..
When i start to remember what he did.

*flash back*

It was new years eve and my boyfriend James and i were going to his place to watch a movie. My mom and dad were fighting again and i needed to relax, so james picked me up and we decided to smoke something to get our minds off of everything,
I never smoked pot before i met james. I never drank before i met james. Thats not what 15 year olds did.
But when i was with James thats all i did.
He was a senior who was dating a sophmore. I thought i was in love with him. He told me he loved me too. I believed him, i believed everything he said, because i thought i could trust him. Nothing was wrong with james, james loves me.  I always told myself.
Well that night he had been on something before he picked me up, and ontop of that he was smoking and drinking. Not a good mixture. Of course i thought it was fine. Nothing bad could happen. My parents were fighting agian, probably about me, but i dont care, i was on top of the world when i was with James.
We go to his house. And he puts in a movie, after about 25 minutes of watching this movie, i was sober and james wasnt. He started touching and rubbing, never had i had sex with anyone. We would touch each other with hands and occansoinally mouths, but never had i felt more than that.
The touching got a littler heavier and james starting undressing me. Of course i didnt care. I thought he was just gonna do the usual.  He starting rubbing and feeling all over me. And things got a little rougher. He started leaving hickeys everywhere and he finally got up.. And set a video camera on the table next to us.
"What are you doing?" i ask
"Something neither of us can forget." he says hitting record.
I didnt think about it at the the time what was going to happen.
He took off his belt and tied my hands together and placed them on this headboard and ductaped my mouth shut.

He raped me .
And made a sex tape.
And turned it in to the school.
And sent it to all of my friends and students.
My parents eventually found out and got police involved.
I quit school and started being homeschooled.
My parents fought more often.
About me mostly.
Divorse.
Move.

*end of flashback*

"Whos james?"  Danny asks on the other line.
"Why did you run from him? Where the hell are you?"_ he asks these questions as i continue sobbing.
"west wing bathroom.  Hurry, i will. Explain" is all i got out before Danny hung up, and a few moment later is banging on the bathroom door that i had locked.
And now unlocked for him.
He locks it back.
As soon as i see him i start crying harder and collapse on the floor my head in my hands. I feel his warm hands rub my back..
"Shh shh.. What happend? " he asks lifting my face with his hand.
I tell him everything from new years to now.

*dannys pov*

Im sure my facial expression says alot but nothing compare to the emotions raging inside of me.
James.
James.
James.
James is a douche.
James is lucky.
No.
James needs to die.
James is going to die.
Im going to kill James.
"Wha-what, who, why? I dont. How could he. I just. I. Ugh. What this dicks last name?" i say through clenched teeth.
She looks at me with her big blue-green doughy eyes that are stained red at the moment.
"Hash, James Hash," she says. " i- i didnt  want to , it-its my fau-fault. I sho-should have stop-pp-ed him." she says crying again.
I shake my head..
"No. Its not your fault." i say rolling my eyes and kissing her head.
"I should have said no danny, i could have stopped him. " she says choking up more
"Shut up shaleigh. For the last freaking time. Its not your fault. It will never be your fault, if i hear that come out of your beautiful mouth one more time, ugh. shay look at me. And listen. You were 15, its the past, yeah it sucks but he will never hurt you agian. Not until me or Justin or anyone is dead. He cant come near you, he will get whats coming for him. Just stop putting all of that shit on your shoulders. You pregnant with the love of your lifes baby, your life is amazing. And your on a high, your beautiful, talented, good education. If James trys to mess any of that up for you, i will most definitely kill him. For god sake shaleigh, i love you and do you know how bad it hurts to see you love someone else. And that be my brother??!? That sucks ass, but seeing you get hurt by someone i dont even know but have a strong hate towards hurts so much more. If your going to get hurt by someone i would want it to be my dumb ass brother than some low blow, because i can pick you up off of your feet! Shaleigh.. I spent all my money on this.." i pull out the ring.
"Marry me?" 
She just looks at me. Wiping her eyes.
She says nothing for about 7 minutes..
"I need an answer." i say pushing hair behind her ear
She shakes her head.
"Danny, i, i, thats so much to take in, you know i cant agree to marry you danny, i dont love you like that. Did i have feelings for you? Yes, i did. Do i still? I dont know. I love Justin. Im having a baby with Justin. So no. Danny i cant marry you. Im so sorry."
Her words stab me in the heart. So hard. I actually and literally start choking.
Trying to breathe. Shay looks at me concerned
"Danny?" she says patting my back.
Im still choking on nothing.
"Im -" im cut off by her phone.
Ringg ringg