I was in a nightmare
Everywhere I looked, there was a mirror
I turned and turned, but everywhere I looked
My reflection stared back at me
I could feel my heart picking up speed
Boom, boom, boom
I was forced to stare at this broken girl
Every time I caught sight of her eyes, I flinched
Boom, boom, boom
My vision was blurry due to the excess tears
That were now pouring from my eyes and racing down my cheeks
Boom, boom, boom
Clenching my eyes shut and my hands into fists,
I could feel my chest tightening
As my gasps for air got quicker and shorter
Ugly.
Fat.
Worthless.
Broken.
Stupid.
I opened my eyes and looked at the distorted image in front of me
I felt the scream rip from my throat, but no sound came out
I did it again
And again
And again
Silence
I stood there, stalk still
Then slowly sunk down onto my knees, exhausted
As the last few tears escaped from my eyes
How had I grown to hate myself this much?
I stared ahead into that retched mirror
And didn’t see a girl anywhere in sight
Just broken parts from a happy girl that lived once upon a time
