your number one fan ; chanbaek [completed]

chapter six

Baekhyun

I laid in bed, tears streaming down my face. Almost in sync as the blood on my arms.

I was too lazy to clean them. I didn't care anyway. No one does.

I heard a couple of loud knocks on my door.

"Baekhyun! Come on!" Suho shouted from outside my door. My eyes widened. I frantically went into my bathroom to bandage them. Then I put on a clean sweatshirt.

I walked out the door, with a smile on my face. As always.

"Hey guys." I said in a soft voice. The whole gang was here, except Tao and Kris.

"Where's Panda and Dragon?" I questioned, all of there faces went to a happy expression, to a sad expression.

"They moved back to China." Lay said and looked down.

I gasped, "Oh." I said sadly.

"Yeah. But we shouldn't be sad today! Let's go out!" Luhan said, all bubbly. He grabbed my wrist and dragged me outside.

It hurt so much when he did that. But it felt good at the same time. I winked in pain, none of them seem to notice. Though that's what I thought.

"Hey guys, I'm gonna talk to Baek real quick." Luhan said, with a sad smile. The rest nodded.

"Okay! Well be at the arcade!" They said before piling into the car. And leaving.

I crossed my arms. "Yes?"

Luhan grabbed my arms and pulled up my sleeves. My eyes widened. He gasped.

"W-Why?" He managed to choke out. Tears were forming in his eyes. Mine have already fallen.

"E-Everything. If y-you lived in my life for a day, you'd want to do this t-too." I said I'm between sobs.

"Have you ever tried suicide?" Luhan wiped his tears and looked at me with glossy eyes.

I looked down. But nodded. "Please don't tell the rest. I beg you." I could only imagine what would happen if they found out.

He sighed. "Fine. But I won't let this go."

"Thank you so much."

He nodded. "Okay. Now let's try to have fun today!" He smiled, I smiled back.

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We entered the arcade. It was kind of busy. But we can manage.

"Okay guys, what do you want to do first?" Suho questioned. Answers were being thrown at him from every angle.

"The dance game!"

"The claw machine!"

"The motorcycles!"

"Okay! Okay! Just do what your want!" He said and handed us coins. He then went to the flappy bird game.

I went to the claw machine to try to win a stuffed bear.

I put in two to tokens. I was determined to win a stuffed bear. I was going to do it.

The claw picked up the bear. I got excited. My adrenaline was pumping fast.

As it was going to the drop box, it fell.

"Ah! Bullshit I tell you! Bull shit!" I yelled, gaining attention and weird looks from other people.

I looked at them with a black expression. Like Sehuns.

"What?" They shook there heads and went back to gaming.

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