Obese || Harry Styles.

III

I had already overwhelmed the white walls of the boarding school, I needed to get out and return to become owner of my freedom, after spending six months locked up with other slaves of food, I needed to feel me owner of myself again.

They had forced me to eat small portions of food at lunch and dinner, had given me a notebook where I had written everything what I ate, but nothing helped me with my compulsion for food. I had observed dozens of robust girls come and go from the boarding school, but for some reason I haven't had no progress enough well as for they let me go back to living my life.

 But today they had done, I had pretended for six months that food was not a problem for me. I had two options, continue to eat too much and forget the boarding school or make a change.

My mother arrived late, almost an hour, fully expected and typical.

-You're still the same fat as ever.- My mother used to kill my self esteem. -I can't believe  I spent money for you increase your weight.- I hated when my mother did this.

I thought that after six months she would have me a little respect, but no, she was still the same person. When I was little I ate much, at that time I didn't thought on the effects.

Today all are looking for perfection, in other words,  be slim and handsome, everything I wasn't, I didn't belong anywhere, my insecurities increased, I used to say that  didn't matter if I be fat, but I truly believed it, currently I hated to see my reflection in the mirror.

Always that went to some place felt the looks of all to my around. Whenever I was going to the mall with my old friends went out there crying, they look like fucking models. Thus it was my life, I was in my room eating, while all the guys of my age went out with their friends.

-Are you listening me?- my mother hit my shoulder, I tell you something, -Are you listening me or you have fat in the ears?-

-Sorry MOM.-

-I have told everyone that you have been to visit your cousins in Greece, I wouldn't let people hear that my own daughter had an obsession with food-     Bullshit

-I forgot to mention Bree is waiting for you at home- Abie Coh my "best friend", the truth is I did't know what we are now, we knew each other since always I thought we would be friends forever, until my mother appeared with my bags and the car keys, that day I couldn't tell her where I went, I couldn't tell her goodbye, becoming the worst friend ever.

-We arrived- my mother parked opposite the house, -Don't wait I download your bags, do it yourself, it will help you to lose weight-

-You prefer I suffered anorexia before were fat-

-If you're skinny no I matter what you pass, darling- I hate this woman.

I went into the house where all commenced.

-Abie is in your room.-

I started to climb the stairs, the photographs already not were the same, used to be familyphotographs , now they are of my mother with her new boyfriend.

I come to my room, where I knew expected me my sweets, Abie, and all my photographs of Harry.

I opened the door, surprise; 

Why Harry Styles was in my bedroom sitting just beside my altar dedicated to him?

-What are you doing here? Long time no see you, Do you like the altar which I made for you before I go?- 

 -Abie went with Amai and asked me to wait for you and as I looove you I'm here from 9 am sitting in your bed-

HOLY SHIT