Clueless (Ally/You)

chapter 7

Your POV

It's always Troy this, Troy that, why can't you be like your cousin, Troy is blah blah blah.

My parents talked to me on the phone for many hours and talked about how am I being childish and why Troy is better.

I heard them after that. They thought they hanged up the phone but I heard it all.

"Why can't Troy just be our son"

I heard them.

They want a son, not a daughter.

I've known that since all my stuff was boy's stuff.

They were expecting a baby boy but I came out.

They were disappointed that a baby without a penis was born.

Then Troy was born.

His mother, my mother's sister, died when she gave birth to him and his father was in jail but they didn't tell him that.

They told him that his father died in some car accident then my parents decided to take care of him.

I was older than him by a year and a half.

I remember when my parents just leave me in my Uncle's house and his wife everyday while they take little baby Troy everywhere.

Flashback (you're 3)

I watch as my parents' car drove away while little Troy was in the backseat.

"Ucwle James, where are they going?" I look up at my uncle while hugging my teddy.

I see him breath and look down at me.

"I don't know, kiddo." He said and I frown.

"I not allowed to go with mommy and daddy?" I asked with a frown and he crouch down.

"Don't worry kiddo, they'll be back with presents" he said and I grin and cheer.

"How about we clean your teddy then you can go play with your cousin Judie?" He asked and I jumped up and down and ran inside while calling his daughter.

End of flashback

They did came back that time but it was after a month.

They went in a vacation in some expensive beach.

I knew that because Troy told me some happy stories and how he swam and built sand castles.

Then I remember when they enrolled him on some fancy school and I only went in a public school where I was bullied a lot. I'm glad they finally agreed to transfer me because I begged and cried in front of them.

I also remember the first family reunion that I went to.

I was 9 and some of them didn't know me.

All the kids were listening to Troy tell stories of how my parents take her on an adventure.

When it came to me, they ask me if I went there too and all I can do was shook my head and look down.

They say that he was the better sibling, the better child, better than Y/N. We're not even siblings.

It became worst when I came out.

I went to my last family reunion at the age of 14.

They all called me a disgrace.

I saw the disappointment look on my parents face.