Virus X Trip : Temptation [DMMD] Dramatical Murder (LEMON)

Chapter 5 : Good End

(Tie-ny author note: (lol y see wat i did there?) Hello loveliees *o* i just wanna say thankyou for the views! Goshh i am so flickin happyyy! This time i tried to show what virus think In this hole situation(puns intended) enjoy!)

VIRUS'S POV

"Trip..." My head went dizzy and my body heats up a little bit.

So thats how he "feel". I truly wish i was wrong. But there is this little tiny conciousness that is relieved and glad that its right.
But i cannot understand that. I only know that he likes me. But why does his words keep ringing in my head?

"I love you as the man i am now virus. I know you dont. So dont force yourself."

There are soo many side of trip that i dont know. Does anyone know what i dont?.

My chest suddenly burns and tingle. It gets tighter as i think about someone knows Trip's side that i dont.

I am Trip's priority.

I am Trip's number one.

I am the only one Trip has.

I am the only one Trip can count on.

Trip is mine.

And Mine alone.

And it will stay like that forever.

I have only just realize how scary i can be when i think about what i thought just a second ago. What does this mean?

And then it hits me.

I just think about owning Trip alone.

Trip...
Could it be?
Is this feelings?
I tried to think about when does trip start to act weird. As i think about it, it has been too long that i dont remember anymore.

Then something hits me again...

How could i failed to notice his red eyes when i told him he is disturbing me.

How could i failed to notice his fading smile when i said i'm tired of his talking.

How could i failed to notice how quiet he is now because i keep telling him to stop annoying me.

How could i failed to notice the muffled sounds of his cries in his room when i'm angry and threaten to kick him out of the house.

How could i failed to notice the dark circles under his eyes when i'm sick.

And most importantly,

How could i failed to notice his care towards me?

I always thought he is being weird and selfish because he is younger than me.

But now i realized...

The selfish one

Was me.

I dont know anymore. My lips stay sealed and my expression doesnt change but stays in its expressionless face.

But what is this water that goes down in my cheeks?

Does this mean i have feelings?

And this feeling i have is...

The same like.. Trip??

I dont know i dont know i dont know
I dont wanna know i dont wanna know i dont care i dont care i...

I...

I know...
I wanna know...
I care....

I cant think of anything anymore. Trip's hand touches my cheek as he asked with a little hint of panic in his tone " V-Virus!? Hey hey whats wrong? Are you hurt? Did i do-"