BROKEN ; P.JM

chapter 20

Two months later

  PARK SEO HYUN

   " Ahh aegi ah.. omma wants to eat tteokbokki and banana uyu.." I whined slowly, caressing my slightly swollen stomach. The pregnancy was three and half a month already and during my pregnancy, I craved for weird things in the middle of the night. Things that I knew didn't exist in the fridge of the house.

   Combinations of things like, kimchi jigae and garlic bread, Lasagna stuffed with Kimchi instead of minced beef, salmon with tteokbokki sauce, french fries dipped in chocolates. But most of all, I would eat all the seafood stuffs.

   I knew why because both Jimin and I was born and raised in Busan so seafood has become one with our body.

   I looked at the clock on the wall and it said 12.53 am. I grabbed my hoodie and sport shoes and decided to go to the convenience store to get the banana uyu and instant frozen tteokbokki.

   I jogged to the convenience store and entered. " Hey Han Bin!" I greeted the cashier Han Bin.

   " Hey sexy mother," he joked. Han Bin knew me because we met a few weeks ago. He was always on the night shift so I always meet him.

    "What are you craving tonight?"

   " Tteokbokki, banana uyu annnnd..."

   " And Ramyeon!" He shouted, his laughter echoes in the shop when we both giggled.

   "How much are these?"

   " 6500 Won," after I paid for the food, I put the plastic strip on my wrist and walked while opening the banana uyu. My eyes were stuck at the banana uyu bottle and I didn't realise that I was crossing the road.

   Pinnn!! Bang!

    " Arghh!!" I saw a bright white light and heard a loud scream " Seo Hyun!"

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    I couldn't see anything except white, I believed my eyes was blurry and it was foggy. My breaths was short and uneven, fingers grasping on the with cotton material under my palm.

   " W-where am I?" I asked the person who stood the nearest to me when my sight became a bit clear.

   " Seo-ah, you're at a hospital. You was hit by a car, then Han Bin saw you and helped by taking you to the hospital.." it was Seulgi's voice and I felt relieved. Another person came up and grabbed my hand softly.

   " Why didn't you tell us that you wants to go out? I could've take you to the store," Sandara eonnie squeezed ny hands warmly which remind me about Chelse eonnie..my favourite members of the my group.

   " I'm used to it and I don't want to burden you.." I said, slightly touching my stomach but it felt weird.

   " Eonnie? Why is stomach hurt? What happened?"

   Seulgi bit her lips, looking at Sandara eonnie and back at me.

   " Seo ahh.. your baby is gone.. it's gone and died because of the impact of the hard hit."

   " No! You're lying! My baby's safe! Tell me my baby is safe!" I screamed at them and pushed my blanket away. Getting the iv of my wrist until Sandara locked me in her arms.

   " Stop! you have to let go! The baby is dead already!" Upon the word dead mentioned, tears began to pour like a heavy rainfall.

   " My baby. Is. Still. Alive!" I yelled, embraced by Sandara and Seulgi.

   I can't believe it. My baby was still alive, this isn't true.. my baby was still with me. Here in this stomach. But now it's gone!? It's gone! No..

   " This is all Jimin's fault.. if he didn't treat you like trash.. all this wouldn't happen.." Sandara eonnie said confidently, made me wanna stabbed those facts away.

   SHE'S RIGHT. THIS IS ALL PARK JIMIN'S FAULT!