Suicide Love

Let's go somewhere...

Angela's pov

I'm not going to let her kill herself so I shifted to my human. She gasped when she saw me shift its not like you see something like that happen everyday?

"W-w-what? No did did...weren't you just a cat a while go?!" She said looking at me with widen eyes lowering the gun. That's good she's to young to die she's just in to much stress right now. I took a seat next to her slowly I didn't want to scare her more. I look at her and gave her my reassuring smile that I wasn't going to hurt her.

"Yes I did..." I said looking at her straight in the eyes. If I have to show myself to my patients and talk to them and give them reason not to kill themselves then so be it. That's how my work works in my society as a Syster. She was silent for a while but I can't blame her I just changed in front of her.

" . . . So unicorns are real?" She said slowly smiling up to me.

I snorted a little. Really like I thought this was the part were she would says I was possessed or evil. But no she asks if unicorns exist of all other things she could have said she says that. I slowly smiled to her like she did to me.

"No sweetly they don't." I chuckled. She frowned.

"You can't say that unicorns don't exist if you were just a cat a minute ago. Your existence proves that anything exists, so their for unicorns exist. You can't tell me other wise." She said looking to the floor.

I blinked surprised how strongly she believes in them then I smile at her.

"...If it makes you feel better dragons exist." I tried to reason with her. Actually dragons do exist in all sizes. Dragons are usually for working partners or for battles or for show. I'm just trying to stall her so I can get the gun away from her and not let her thoughts drift to the gun.

She looked up from the floor and and I noticed her eyes were sad again.

". . . my d-d-dad used to tell me dragon stories." Her voice cracked and she started to form tears and cried.

Sadness is all I feel from this little girl. She dosen't deserve this she's a sweetheart. I look at her she was crying in her arms and had her knees tucked under her shaking from sadness and cold. I lightly grab her and bring her to my lap. She doesn't fight me and then wraps her arms around my neck tightly. When you get to your patients, and they're this young it crushes me to think they even consider death.  Suicide. Must people think people who did suicide are attention seekers or some other bullshit. No I don't believe that for a second, they commit it because they can't handle the pain no more. And shame on the people who bully them and give them that pain. For those people who say it was their choice they killed themselves they didn't do anything. That's a lie because they did something horrible to make them even consider that at all.

"...why are you really warm? " She says in my neck and hugs me more so she's more pressed against me. I smile at the gesture. A humans temperature is 98, my temperature is 107 and when it's hot my temperature is 60 or so depends how hot and how cold it is. It's pretty neat and useful at times.

"Well sweetie I'm not human like you I'm different and that why I'm really warm. "

"0hh. "

"Sweetie, you know you did nothing wrong? Your dad just couldn't take care of you anymore that's why he left. He just needed help is all." I said and softly rubbed her back in circles.

"Then why did he leave me here? " She asked sadly and pulled back to look at my eyes. Now that I can see her closer she has long wavy brown hair and gentle brown eyes, she's beautiful like an angel.

"I don't know sweetheart." Shes nods sadly and look down.

" How old are you? "

"9."

"What's you favorite animal?" She looks up and smiles and said wolf. I smile because that's min too.

"Mines too. What's your name kid? "

"Saria."

"That's a beautiful name.  My name is Angela."

"Can I ask you a question, Angela?"

I smile how polite she is. Shes going to go far in life I know it. I nod saying she can. She smiles really big like Christmas here.

" Can you turn into a wolf?

" I can actually." I lift her up gently to my side and walked in front of her. I stopped few feet away. My wolf is pretty big and I can actually choose how big or what color I am. I then turn into my black wolf and I stand 5'5 feet. I can go to 6 feet but I don't want to scare her. I sit down and watch her giggle excitedly. I wag my tail and yip at her, I'm happy that I made her happy. She then walks up to me and hugs my leg. Saria is pretty short she stands 4'4 or so. I stand to 5'1 in my human form. I grin and lick her hand that pets my fur. She giggles.

"Your so soft Angela and beautiful!!!" I yip and lay down.

Thank you, Saria. Here hop on my back and let's go smoewhere?

"OK! " She grabs my fur and gently swings her small leg on me. When I feel her secured on my back I get up.

Hold on to my fur real good so you won't fall off OK?

I feel her nod and she scoots closer to my shoulders blades and grabs a handful of my fur. I then walk to the front door that's slightly open and nudge it all open with my nose. Where outside now so I start jogging to the forest and head straight to my secret hideout.

*Giggles*

I yip in excitement and I then howl. She laughs and howls too.

"Haha run faster Angela! This is so much fun! "

Picking up the pace I feel her emotions running through me, she's happy and grateful. I send her my emotions that I'm happy to help her. I then slow down to a clearing between a dense trees. Walking under the path I word down of constantly coming here for some peace or anything.  Slowing to a stop in front of a crystal clear pond. I swim in this pond so many times and at night it's really warm but at day it's fresh. Laying down I hear Saria gently sides down off my back and lays on my side. I look at her face her expression priceless. She then smiles and looks at me. I lean to her and rest my head on her lap and close my eyes. Then I feel her kissing my head and says thank you. She then snuggles more into my furr and slowly falls asleep. I curl myself closer and wrap my tail over her to keep her warm.  Lifting up my head I see her resting her head on my side, smiling I then gently lick her cheek and fall asleep with her.

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