AMAZINGLY AMAZED WITH YOU.
I may not be perfect but amazingly i am loved by a perfect God.
I may not have riches or treasures that defines wealth from this world but amazingly i am loved by the God who owns the world and everything that is in it.
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MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO DIM EVER SINCE. I COULD NOT BARELY SEE LIGHT AND I GUESS I NEVER REALLY CARE AT ALL.
Does i sound so serious here?? actually, im not typically a serious person. ever since i was a lil kid, i play around and wander cheerfully along our neighborhood and even at school. but sometimes, somehow there is a part of me that want to escape life. at my very young age ive been haunted by a monster deep down inside of me. My laughters was a gateway of this growing monster. i think its my survival instinct to never care at all?
I DON'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE BUT TO ENJOY AND LIVE IN COMFORT. BUT NO MATTER HOW I LOOK AT MY SITUATION I CANT DO IT WIHTOUT MUCH EFFORT.
I HAVE BEEN DETERMINED TO SUCCEED. I WANT TO PLEASE EVERYBODY. ESPECIALLY MY FATHER. HE USED TO REWARD ME WHEN I EXCEL. when i top at school, when i win competition and when my performance is good during tournament. i enjoyed everytime he acknowledges me. he favors me.
