Dear diary,
I hate everything and everyone!
But mostly, I hate the feeling when you really don't have any emotion. You feel so empty.
You're not happy
You're not sad
You're nothing.
When your mind is spinning,but you can't feel anything and all you can do is staring at a wall in silence with tears in your eyes.
I'm not sure if I'm depressed. I mean,I'm not sad. But I'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night I forget how to feel.
I'm also tired of everything and everyone!
I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of the tears, I'm tired of knowing it will never stop. All I want to do is sit and cry.
If I tell someone they won't understand and if I don't tell anyone it'll take over me,one piece at a time.
They don't care anyway so it doesn't matter.
And why would they?
Why would anyone care about the ugly girl who is willing to die?
