Her

No connection

It had been a couple weeks now since the night and no one had heard from Allison she had not been at school and all her social media sites had been deactivated
Honestly I was so fucking worried and couldn't help but wish I could go back to that night and stop myself from kissing her , this is all my fault if that kiss didn't happen then this wouldn't be happening and I would still be able to look and talk to Allison damn I miss her so much that I started imagining her everywhere
I was going crazy and started to fall into a deep depression weekdays was always the same routine go to school, go home , do homework then go to bed . I barley spoke to anyone , of course I would get invites to go places and sometime on weekends I would give in just so no one would notice anything wrong

Before I knew it was Friday morning of the 3rd week Allison wasn't there

"Ah fuck do I have to get up, ugh yea well atleast it's a free day " I thought to myself

I threw the covers off of me forcefully and got up heading to my closet for some thing to wear I decided black skinny jeans and a red Beatles shirt with converse , I wasn't really hungry this morning so I decided to skip breakfast , I digged though a pile of clothes to find my backpack as I was searching though clothes I suddenly stopped to pick up the shirt I wore on the night and couldn't help but smell it .

It smelled just like her , I started to tear up a bit

" get ahold of yourself Lea " I sailed sniffly

I dropped the shirt and digged though the clothes a little more , picked up my bag and walked out the door , down to the drive way and into my beat up little mazada

The ride to school was fine I distracted myself by singing very loudly to work by fifth harmony

As I walked into school I was stopped by Jennifer aka Jen the whore

" hai bitch" she said way to cheerful

"Hey Jen how's your boyfriend" I said

She giggled

" oh he is old news but whatever his dick was only 3 inches anyways I was wondering if you wanted to hang and watch the football team practice " she smiled

I was so tempted to say no but I figure I wasn't doing anything

"Kay"

"Great!" She said stupidly clapping her hands

We headed to the field but of course when we got there Jennifer started flirting with this tall blonde guy with a lazy eye

" Lea this is Brock " she said quite flirtatious

"Hello" I said awkwardly

" oh go sit I'll be right up" she bit her lip looking at Brock

I headed up the bleachers I chose the top row cause it's the more quiet of course. Jennifer had disappeared from the field probably fucking brains out with Brock .

As I waited I got a mysterious text reading

" meet me near the lake"