Infatuation

Isn't it lovely?

Isn't it wonderful?

Yes! It is phenomenal

how just little things started it all.

It began with a gaze

A gaze which a mortal might utter the word infinite.

Our eyes met and are inextricable.

A gaze which is impossible to escape.

Then a smile,

A smile arrived.

A breathtaking smile.

A smile that would probably change my whole life.

And just like that, it really did.

Who would've widely known that a simple grin, can make a girls life a whole lot different.

This unfamiliar feelings abruptly came.

Never really sure of it.

But could it be?

Could it really be?

I baffled my own mind with my own thoughts.

But yes, it could be.

Finally, I decided to admit it to myself.

There is no other words i can use to describe it,

But my heart skips a beat every time,

every single time those eyes glance at mine.

I can't help but notice myself smiling like a 3 year old child with a candy.

While you just stand there doing what you do best, making me fall deeply.

But you know what bothers me so much?

Never knowing what to do when I'm around you, never really sure what to say when those thoughts of you started to play.

Worst battle? Mind vs heart.

Should I tell you or should I not?

Should I keep it or let it out?

But can I restrain the emotions?

No, I cannot.