Winters P.O.V
As I opened my eyes I saw a big white ceiling staring down a me, I looked down at my body to see wires in my arms.
"Winter.." I heard my mothers voice say
I turned to my left to see my Mum
"Why.."? She said as a year fell from her eye dropping on to her red dress
"I'm sorry.." Was all I could say before a frantic & tired looking Luke burst into the room
"Jesus Christ Winter! Why would you almost kill yourself!" He shouted coming over to me hugging me & kissing my forehead.
"I-I..I felt alone, I was just tired & sick of my life, I wanted to go.." I said tears filling my eyes as I looked up at them.
"Well you're not ging to be alone anymore..." My mother said looking up at me with a tear stained face
"W-what do you mean mum? You're always out starring in a movie or tv show & Luke's always out preforming with the boys?" I said giving her a confused look.
"Yeah, well the boys got an amazing offer... To go on tour with...ok don't freak out..One Direction" she said, wow 1D, I'm not an obsessed directioner but I'm deffinately a fan of some of there songs.
"Your point" I said giving her yet again a confused look.
"You..you're going with them, so you don't feel alone again & do something horrendous like trying to cut yourself to death..." She said with a sad, sympathetic smile.
Me? Go on tour with 9 boys!?...what!?
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The next morning I was released along with a prescription of pills I needed to take twice a day.
Once I got into my house I ran up the stairs to my room to take a shower.
After I was done I got out & started to dry my long dark brown hair, I looked up into my dull brown eyes, they looked so empty.
I straightened my hair & put on some concealer, powder, soft brown eyeshadow, some eyeliner & mascara.
After I was finished I got changed into my dark grey ripped jeans, a cream long jumper with the words strong on it & my burgundy Doc Martins.
I pulled on my duffel coat & scarf & made my way into the cold garden with my guitar, I've always did this from the age of 14 when I got the guitar passed down from my dad for my birthday.
I went towards the big old tree with the swing hanging off & sat down.
I softly strummed my guitar to the notes of titanium & sang silently.
"You shoot me down, but I get up" that's as far as I got before I saw Luke make hi way towards me & sit down on the swing with a small smile.
"I love it when it snows" he said smiling down at the sheet of snow that lay across the land.
"I've missed hearing you sing Winter" he said with a sad smile hugging me
"Yeah, I guess I just space out for a month.." I said looking down at my black guitar & pick.
"Luke, Winter! Start packing. Calum, Ashton & Michael will be here soon to collect you & take you to the air port!" We heard mum shout.
After an hour packing clothes, makeup, essentials including my guitar, the boys drove us all to the airport after we said our goodbyes to mum.
