Fear making me tremble
Hands sweaty like never before
Too scared to get out of bed
And do every single chore
Sitting alone in a party
Putting on a smile
But, you're really depressed
Because you have nothing worthwhile
The clock ticking
Heavy breaths and stressed eyes
A cry of realization rose up
It was all just lies
"Right now, look what happened
You are a mess
Afraid of every single thing
Hating the way that you dress
Look at you now
Hair tangled up in knots
Hides in a corner
All you do is drink shots
Look at you now
You are a shame on a great family
Sleep all day, sleep all night
Wasting your money hastily."
You wish you could be this
You wish you could be that
Cry and moan and hiss
You spat and spat and spat
Look at you now
Look at the mirror
Cuts occupied the space on your wrists
Face full of terror.
J.M. Clara
