Dear whomever may read this,
I am sorry. I am so sorry that I am insecure. I am sorry that I try to love people more than I love myself. I am sorry that I am not good enough to be loved completely.
I am sorry for not letting down my walls. I am sorry for every time a get angry when I am sad. I am sorry that I'm always sad. I am sorry for every single time I doubted you. I am sorry for walking away.
I am sorry for saying things I didn't mean. I am sorry that she is better. I am sorry that I let the little things ruin me, ruin us. I am sorry for every goddamn time that I made you feel that you were not everything I wanted, for not loving you enough. I am so sorry.