After all the tests they did on me after all the crying my mom went through the doctor came out and said ma'am Your son has stage 2 lung cancer. My mom started crying she dropped to the floor banging her head on the cold hard ground kind of like what Yoko Ono did when her husband John Lennon died on December 5th 1980 from a bunch of gunshots I couldn't believe how I got it then I realized how My Mom she smokes so much you May as well call her a chimney but I was always there when she smoked she's been smoking since early 80s before I was born I breath it in sometimes and exhale it to maybe that was it yes that's it that's how I got stage 2 lung cancer I started crying now because I heard in health class you can't have a cure for stage 2 lung cancer either that or my stupid acquaintances (not chris or izzy) were just being stupid but yeah I couldn't stop crying no I was balling it FUCKING hurt and I can't stop the pain and I had no idea how I was going to explain this to chris and izzy who I've known almost my entire life they're my best friends chris I actually haven't seen in a while izzy has been there for me in my darkest days and I'm pretty sure I've been there for her in her's too.
I couldn't think straight.
my mom walked in crying she couldn't think straight either she walked towards me her face wet as an ocean you could say i know cause she grabbed my hand and kissed it and said everything is going to be ok I promise you that.
The next day I went to school crying no-one knew why when I got to my class I told my teacher I had to make an announcement she got the classes attention the room went silent tears went rushing down my face I tried to hold them back but I couldn't I cried and said my name is Jeremy Robinson and I have stage two lung cancer everyone looked in silence and said nothing.
