Hidden Love.

Once you let someone love you, that's letting them in, once you let them in they feel at home, once they feel at home you get attached, and once you get attached they leave. Taking everything with them, even pieces of you. Thet's why I hate love. I made a promise that I will will never fall in love again. I will never let someone love me in any way shape or form. That's why I moved here. To this city, in this country I've never been to. I love it here. Yes, I said love, you can love things, just not people. I guess the main reason for me hating love all started in 11th grade when...'

"Okay class that will be enough for today. I will expect the course work to be on my desk by next monday. Thank you" Mr. Williams my english Professer announced as a loud ringing sounded threw out the class room. Sighing I stuffed my blue note book in my back-pack and walked out of class. "Hey Airy!" Max yelled as he slung an arm over my shoulder. "Hey Maxxie." I said rapping an arm around his waiste.

To normal people we look like a couple. Heck I somethimes thought we where an actual couple. I would date Max, if he wasn't a secret gay. Yup Max is still hiding in that rainbow colored closet of his. Since I moved here three years ago we've been 'dating' He doesn't think his parents will except him, but I know they will. Mainly because his mom asked me if he was gay, then asked why he doesn't just tell them? I told her to wait on him to feel ready to tell them. She agreed after a few tears where shed. I know that I shouldn't presure him into telling his parents, but I can see how it's effecting him.

"So beautiful, how was your weekend?" Max asked as we made our way to the Drama room. "Good, I babysat for the Sahyounie's again. I guess they have a son our age, but he is always out. That's why they need me to babysit for them." I said with a shrug and laugh as Max almost tripped. "Well that's why you didn't come to my dance comp this saturday. It was only an hour drive. You could have brought little Danny with you" He said taking a seat near the window. Sitting beside him I sighed. "Yeah, I guess I never really thought of that." I said honestly while sitting next to him. "Hey guys!" Our friend Elizabeth said as she sat at the table infront of us.

"Your dance comp was so much fun Maxxie! Who knew a tun of straight guys could dance that good?" She said taking out her make-up bag and fixing her eye-liner. Long story short about Lizzy, she's a slut, or slag, as Maxxie calls her. Don't think I'm being mean for saying that, she say's it herself. She winked as Tyler her boyfriend came and sat with her. As they made out for a few I looked around the room. This class surprisingly had a lot of students in it. I smiled as another friend of ours sat at the table next to us. "Hey Airy, Maxxie." Kyle said smiling at me. He has a crush on me, but I won't let it go any further than friends. He knows and I can tell he is slowly getting over it.

"Hey Ky, how was sports?' I asked as Maxxie and Elizabeth started talking about his dance comp. "Good, we played footie today. My team kicked butt as always." He said smirking at me. "Yeah because you cheated!" Tyler said getting in our conversation. As they argued I opened my note book and began to finish my English paper.

'I walked into music class and saw a new student. Eric Williams was his name. He was beyond handsom, and he knew it too. He wasn't to cocky, but he did flont his good looks. He had shaggy brown hair. His eyes where a pail blue you could get lost in so easy. His voice. My good god his voice was like silk. It wasn't too deep or too high. It was perfect. He was perfect. Well, almost perfect. He had a little problem, actually a big problem. He wasn't abusive or agressive. He like to drink, and when he drank he would get handsy, touching me, kissing me, and It always ended up with a morning of regrets. I sometimes wish I never met Eric Williams, but if I never met him I wouldn't have ran away...'

[ Airyel is pronounced like Ariel. Just spelled different ]