in the dead of the night
i walk on the black asphalt
the glow of the light, illuminates my skin.
green,
my mind wanders
as memories of you and i
flash before my eyes
i ask myself, ''what could have happened
if you have stayed?''
yellow,
i shakily take a deep breath
i feel my eyes brim with tears
letting it all fall knowing that it would bring me release
wishing that you could have warned me
before taking my heart with you
smashing it into million pieces
leaving me bare, to heal in a slow
antagonizing process it brings within.
red,
as the burning passion i had
for you my love, fades
like the tempest you left me with
but soon enough the sun will rise
its rays casting upon my visage
my pain would eventually come to a halt
and yes i may have missed your presence
i may have missed the sweet nothings you whisper to me every night
i may have missed your gentle caress
and your loving arms that i had come to call home
but most especially, i have missed you
in the moon that gleams into oblivion
i have finally set myself free,
for it is time.
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