Akakusti Sibling

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"Hey...".

I walked into the room and closed the door when it opened and kakazu walked in, I stared in confusion "it's also my room" kakazu explained as he placed his money in the safe. Fuck that's a lot of money,how has no one taken it?

I walk towards hidan's bed and sat at the edge, I could see that he was ignoring me and was trying hard to read the Jashin book. Annoyed already, I snatched the book out of his hand and placed it by my thigh and glared at him "what the Fuck!?" Hidan said angrily glaring at me back "the Fuck is your not telling me what I want to know! And I'm sick of it!", "cause you don't have to know,it's better off if you don't, trust me!" Hidan reached for the book and went back to reading, shutting me out.

"I'm not a child anymore, I don't need you protecting me all the time!" I could feel my tears pooling threatening to flow out, I snatched the book and this time threw it across the room "why won't you tell me?! Do you know how hard it was to grow up alone with only me and kitty-chan, I had no one to look after me, to tuck me in bed at night and to make sure I was okey, I was lucky enough that the old lady next door gave me food!" It was hard for me to swallow the lump that had formed in my throat, and to try to ignore the aching pain in my heart "...w-why...why did you leave, I needed you and you weren't there...I needed you..." my voice was a raspy whisper, I wiped my eyes furiously.

I stared into his eyes and just saw sadness and pain. I waited for him to say something, anything to comfort me and kill the pain I was feeling inside but he said nothing, just stared at me. Frustrated and hurt, I turned to leave when he stopped me "wait...I killed them..." my heart dropped and my blood froze over, I began shaking as my whole world crashed "w-what?" I turned to face him hoping that he was joking but his face showed no sign of amusement nor did his eyes.

"Y-you killed our parents...".

"I had too for..."

"You had too! You killed our parents and left me alone in the house with two dead bodies! I was a child hidan, a fucking child hidan and you left me alone!".

I was beyond frustrated, I didn't know how I was but I knew that I couldn't stand in the same room as him, the sight of him sickened me and all I could see was someone who I knew and looked up to was covered in our parents blood. I reached for the door knob and tried opening it but it was locked and the key wasn't in the keyhole, Fuck kakazu must have locked it. Fuck him!

"You don't fucking understand...".

I angrily kicked the door before storming to the window to see just in time, kakazu nailing it down with planks, I hissed and punched the wall, fuming "tell your fucking friend to unlock the door, now!","can't not until I've told you everything,now please fucking sit down and listen to me!"

I glared at him, my hands shaking and the last thing I want to do is sit and listen to his voice, even his voice angers the shit out of me but I eventually sat on the opposite bed, after a long good five minutes of intense staring contest "you have five fucking minutes to explain, five hidan that's all I'm fucking giving you" hidan sat on the edge of his bed, leaning onto his thighs, he took a deep breathe and then spoke with an emotion in his voice.

"I understand your angry..." I scoffed "okey pissed, furious you name it and I can totally fucking get that but I didn't mean to leave you alone but I couldn't stay there for much longer, fear of you waking up and seeing your Ototo covered in blood and your ryoshin dead and lying in a pool of blood, so I had to go, leave the village I would have taken you with me, I should have taken you with me! But I couldn't, I just fucking couldn't..." he ran his fingers through his silver straight back hair, my heart swelled and the lump in my throat worsened, I tried fighting the tears forming in my eyes "th-three minutes hidan..." my throat hurt from the lump and made it impossible to talk "okey okey...if I told you the reason why I killed our ryoshin, would you forgive me?" I looked into his pleading eyes and my heart broken, a few minutes ago I was furious with him in fact I was so pissed that I wanted to fucking strangle him, I was even thinking of ways to skin him alive but now...I feel empathy for him and looking into his eyes broke my heart "yes...".

A flash of hope appeared in his eyes, he quickly ran his finger through his hair once again and spoke "okey...one night I couldn't sleep and I started hearing loud whispers coming from the hallway so I got out of bed to go and check it out, okaa-san and chichi's rooms light was still on so I walked there and I heard them talking...about you" my curiosity was now at it's peek, hidan fidgeted in his spot and frowned, anger was now sketched on his face "...I stood there in silence listening to them talking about you and what I heard was..."," what did they say!?" Hidan inhaled and exhaled then spoke "they we're planning to kill you...".

The next few sentences he spoke was all muffled up as the two words echoed in my head...they wanted to...but okaa-san and chichi loved me...no his lying his lying to me. Tears streamed down my face, my stomach lurched and I held my mouth to stop me from puking and hidan immediately noticed this and came to my side "hashkiru?..." I looked into his eyes hoping that he was joking but he was dead-serious and I felt even more sick. I immediately stood up and walked to the door and banged on it, the door clicked and I opened the door and rushed right pass kakazu and made a bee line for the bathroom.

My world fell to my feet, everything was a blur as I puked into the toilet then my entire body went numb and I sat there with the horrible taste in my mouth and my shattered world. I thought that they loved me, I can't believe I hadn't seen it, their behavior and looks when I ate raw meat or never acted 'normal' how could I have been so naive!? "Hashkiru you alright?" I looked up into hidan's blurry purple eyes unable to talk and only able to cry, he sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close, hugging me tightly, I could smell his heavily applied deodorant but didn't complain only lay in his arms...