Hi guys so i still am not sure about this story but i know i said that i would do a longer chapter but im not going to do that until it has been like ages and stuff so if people actually like it jut tell me and i can change the story o however you want i guess... if you like it please tell me, dont just keep to yourself :)
you know... you can also tell people about it if you like idk lol probs not holaa
23 May 2013
Dear friend,
My older brother took me into school today, it was weird, my family isnt usually into affection, we all sort of keep to ourselves, i liked it though. The drive was full of soft music and just the sound of the wind brushing past us, i think the reason he took me was because he felt bad about Jose, i have tried telling everyone that im fine but im starting to think im not... I have again started to cry when im not even sad and i dont know whats happening, it usually doesnt happen when im with people only really when i go and visit Jose or when im alone in my room, i seem to be alone a lot lately.. Today i have my favourite class, English, I have the best teacher whos name is Ms Bell but she told me i could call her 'Izzy' out of class, she lets me visit her house when im alone, its nice to have a friend again. I saw harry today, he doesnt look too well, im not sure whats wrong with him but he has bags under his eyes and i have heard he wont talk to anyone, not even the teachers.
When the bell for end of school went i pulled my phone out to see my brother had texted me saying that he had been called in for some work or something and couldnt pick me up, which is fine because its only a half hour walk home, i honestly don't mind. it was about 10 minutes into the walk when finally the gloomy clouds that have been hanging around let go and made small water droplets fall, much to my dismay. I carried on walking down the road that led to my house, every now and then i would see people from my school that used to be friends of Jose and that used to talk to her drive past me and just look at me as if i was nothing, i was starting to think that was what i was.... It wasnt much longer until i couldnt keep the tears in, i crouched down in the middle of the pavement and just let them fall free, just like the droplets from the sky.
that was until i saw some headlights stop on the other side of the road, i heard the car door open and shut but i didnt want to look up. The next think i saw was a dripping person standing above me with a hood over their head, they removed the hood just as i was about to ask who they were and stood there with their arm extended "do you want a ride home" he asked
i was completely dumbfounded but i managed to shake my head and get up, who knew i could be so functional even through all the tears.
Love always,
Drew
boom first proper chapter done.... if you liked it please tell me and woo yay im sort of happy with this, i kind of have an idea of where i want it to go so thats good.... sorry if you dont like it btw didnt mean for that :)
