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Hi I'm Victoria Howell (originally Victoria Dawson)and my life story that anyone could give a fuck about Imma tell you okay? Alright let go.

I was watching my brother Shane's new video in my room covered in My Chemical Romance, Panic! At the disco and Dan Howell posters. I've secretly (minus my roommate/best friend) had feeling for Dan for a long time but I figured "Victoria there are millions of other girls that could be with him" so I decided to get a boyfriend and see if that worked out. My boyfriend's name was Adam

Adam was a fan of everything I was a fan of....... Except for Dan. Adam hated Dan he thought he never posted and I liked Dan more than him ( How he knew? I don't know but I figured he watched enough "Death Note" to get some of L's skills). Adam was British me and my roommate Nate however were not. My roommate/ best friend Nate was and still is a very sweet girl I called her Near and she called me L. Nate has always been beautiful

at the time we had a friend named Kendall

Kendall and Adam got along well. Kendall was also British and loved life. Kendall was scene which was different to us because we were all emo but we didn't care we loved her anyway. Okay now that I got you caught up on the storyline let's go back to the story. After Shane's video was over I felt like going to Starbucks so I knocked on the door of Nate's room

"Near you wanna go to Starbucks with me?" I asked after opening the door. She was reading "Tokyo Ghoul" her favorite anime/ manga series. She placed a strip of paper to rest on the page she was on "yeah I was about to go and ask you the same question" she answered "alright let's go" I replied leaving the room. We live in London BTW anyway I slipped on my black and white converse and Nate did the same. We began down our stairs when I heard Nate's voice say "Hey after a little bit I have to go to the bank" my birthday was soon so I figured "The bank" meant Hot Topic but whateva I could sit at Starbucks by myself for a little bit "kay" I murmured opening the door to the outside. Starbucks was the building right next to our flat complex. We entered the Starbucks and waited in the line. Once we got to the counter I ordered a caramel macchiato Nate ordered a vanilla latte. She only stayed for about two minutes and that entire time we just drank our drinks. Once she left there was a few minutes of me sitting then Adam walked in... Holding Kendall's hand.I thought it looked suspicious but then Adam kissed her on the cheek. He looked over and saw me and jumped that's when the gloves came off "Adam what the fuck?" I asked good thing the Starbucks was busy and loud because someone was about to start yelling probably "Oh... Ha uh Victoria what are you doing here hahaha?" Adam answered suspiciously "you know what bye we are over I-G-G-Bye gurl" I replied and walked off back to my flat I sat in a corner and slowly cried while listening to My Chemical Romance and Paramore. I was in the middle of "Misery Business" when I heard "Blood" by My Chemical Romance coming from my phone I knew who was calling because I set that as Nate's ringtone as it was her favorite song. I paused the song playing off my laptop and answered my phone "Hello" I started my voice cracking from the crying "dude clean up and come down to the entrance...NOW!" I had no clue as to what was going on "Kay before you ask when I see you I'll tell you what's wrong okay? Bye" I finished "bye dude and be quick" she ended the call. The next about five minutes of fixing my make-up, sliding on my converse and llama hat, me making sure the My Chemical Romance shirt I was wearing wasn't drenched in tears and wiping the loose malteasers I was eating off my black skinny jeans I walked down to entrance of our complex "What's going on?" I asked untwisting the My Chemical Romance necklace I was wearing. She didn't reply I then realized it.... Dan and Phil were moving into our flat complex.