We have been together for a year now and for Valentine's day Gaara wrote me this.
'Hopefully I can be with you on our first Valentine's Day. If not, at least I'll talk to you soon enough. I'm sorry that we don't get to talk to each other everyday, or see each other. I know that you worry for me, and I worry for you. I know some days for us can be bad, but we'll get through it c: we can make it through those 4 years, I believe in us. I know that's gifts won't show how much I love you, but hopefully this letter will. I really do love you, ever since the day I met you. I'm glad that Bree allowed this to happen in our lives. Thank you for being in my life again, Becca. I love you, I always will. Happy Valentine's Day.'
Gaara has written me a lot of love letters but has only gave me two of them. He is planning on giving me the others. So here are the two but one at a time.
'I wanted to write you a love letter. I know it’s a little silly but I thought I’d try anyway. It’s just that I feel so much when I’m with you that I wanted to straighten it all out, to try to put it in words, just so you know how I feel about you. You do know how I feel about you, don’t you? I hope you do.
Well, I was trying to write this love letter, and it kept on coming out all wrong. I wasn’t saying what I really wanted to say and it seemed like the words were all empty.
So this is all I have. I hope it’s enough, because it was the best I could do, and I know you deserve more than it because you deserve every good thing and if I could give you everything then I would. I would give you the moon. I’d give you a river. I’d give you sunlight. I’d give you starlight. If I knew it would make you happy, I would roam the earth endlessly searching for the most perfect gift to give you. You know I’d do anything to make you happy, don’t you? I hope you do.
I can't see you right now but I can picture how you are. I see your hair and the way it falls on your shoulders, the way you smile how you look right before you laugh. I can hear your laugh. I can almost remember everything, and if I try hard enough I can almost recreate you right here on this page, but it isn't enough. It's never enough. I want to be next to you right now. I want to look at our hands against each other. I want you to tell me everything about everything. I don’t want you to hold anything back. I know it's dangerous to talk like this, but I mean it.
I think I could spend a thousand years trying to write down how much you mean to me, and I still wouldn't get close. I'd still be so far away from everything that you are. I still remember a time when we were sitting next to each other and I was afraid to look into your eyes for too long, because I'd forget what I was saying and get distracted by how beautiful you are. I would lose myself.
I can feel you close to me even though you're far away. Please believe me when I say I love you. I love you I love you I love you.'
He is literally the best thing in my life. Anyways here is the other!
'Distance cannot make the hearts apart as I am experiencing it personally sitting away from you but listening to your heartbeats each moment. I am able to smile each moment I think of you. Though how distant you are from me your love always make me feel like you are beside me. I am missing you a lot dear but with hope that you would return soon I am enjoying the pain of missing you.
The sweet memories you have poured into my heart will never make me feel alone. I wish the same is happening with you there.
Do not forget that I am waiting at doorstep for your arrival with eyes opened and feeling for you.'
He is so sweet to me! Love him for that!
