I Just Need Enough Of Love

❤Part 14❤

I wore the black dress for the day.

The day went boring as usual until someone came and spoilt it . My ex boyfriend. I knew then and there when he proposed me that i was a wrong choice that he made but he was someone i couldnt resist. I just messaged John about the day and also trying to inform him about something :

Me: Hey Honey❤

John: hello babe! ☺
I was waiting for your message.. did you know we arent supposed to meet each other for two days😟. I am aldready feeling like i havent met you since two years!😞😔😔

Me: we just met in the morning! Goodness! But i wonder how i can be without meeting you.😥

John: exactly! I know you love me! Just that you didnt say it!😎😎

Me: nope nothing like that..😦

John: you mean you dont love me?😔😔😢

Me: aww sweety!😚 But why do you want to marry me? That too me! why me?😕 not saying i dont want to marry you.. i want to, but why would someone choose me? Well leave that someone. Why would you want to choose me?

John: Why not you? Why not the girl who makes my heart race? Why not the girl who i think about everyday?
The question isnt even why you . There is no question because there is no one but you. Its like if i dont hear your voice everything is static. Its just noise. Why you? Beacuse there is only you.😌

Me: i am speechless john!. Thank you for being the only person in putting up with me.😙

John: its not putting up with you its loving you like crazy😌

Me:oops.. i was walking looking at the phone screen and hit my head on the wall.😟

John:oh baby be carefull😦.

Me: do you really love me?😯

John: you hit your head pretty hard didnt you😂

Me: okay then.. ☺

John: Dont go please .. stay..

Me: my head is aching because of a thing.

John: is it me😞? Am i disturbing you😯? Sorry honey😯. I am greedy..😆 what is that thing then?

Me: not you john! Its my ex boyfriend . He messaged me .
Conversation:

Ex: i miss you😔

Me: honestly ive been waiting forever for you to say that but its gotten to the point where i dont want to hear it anymore. You treated me like shit and honestly? I could never open up to you like i once did because you didnt just hurt me you completley destroyed me. So im done!😠😬😡

Ex: im sorry. Like honestly sorry.😭😔

Me: my engagement is tomorrow. Its aldready too late😕.

Ex: forget about the engagement☺. If you would be happy with me then surely ill help you out😊. If not then i am not anymore.😭

Me: what?! Are you nuts?! Stop saying that.😨

Ex: then say yes to me😐. You know i cant live without you. If you are not there with me then i would kill myself.😢

Me: go! Do that first!😠😠

Ex: are you sure? Either live with me or i shall die!😢

Me: i need time😟 to think about it!😢 but dont hurt yourself😣

Ex: sure take your time. Ill meet you tonight at 7 in my hotel room. If you dont trust me you could bring your friends along with you. But onlyy you will be allowed to enter my room and i wont lock it.😊😌

Me: okay😔 .

Back to johns convo

John: so what are you going to do?

Me: i dont know. If he is trying to kill himself then i have to accept. What else can i do?.

John: so are you leaving me alone?😢😭
What about the reassuring kisses you gave me.😢😭
What about the love you spreaded in my heart?😢😭
What about me?😢😭
Would you never marry me? 😢😭
But i love you jane.😢😭
Dont you love me?😢

Me:😢😭😭 i dont want to leave you. I am going to meet him tonight and tell him or mostly convince him.

John: whatever, but please dont leave me. I would die mentally! I am aldready unstable. You have my life. Save me.

Me:😢 i wont leave you. Trust me.❤