Truce

Down Memory Lane

                                    Renee's POV

"Really, life sucks."
I  say as I plop down on my mom's well dressed bed.

I can't remember the last time I'd been in here (trust me). It looks so desolate and sad.

Well, judging by what's been going on, it should be.

I won't lie dat I didn't have a funtastic life before, 'cuz I did. I used to be the typical queen biatch , head of the cheerleading squad in Evermore high, dating the hottest guy  in school and running for homecoming shit.

But y'a know,when they say karma's such a bitch, I believe 100% 'cuz, around last year karma bitched me over.

Gosh! How'd it happen so fast? My dad and mom got divorced and dad started seeing other women, my brother...well, my brother has always shut himself out and refused to care about the family. He rarely even came home. It was like he eloped with his girlfriend to no one knows where.

My two timing delusional boyfriend...the word boyfriend sounds inappropriate to term him. More like douche bag, Collin, dumped me over a text for my messed up,screwed over best friend...ex-best friend  Maddy. What a hoe!!

Splitting up of my parents didn't really affect me but it sure affected my mom real bad.
She started chugging down different types of alcohol (remind me to destroy all the alcohol bottles at home) and she lost her job. My perfect life was now in shambles.

I had to get a part time job in a coffee shop which I was cool with but then shit began to happen at school. I turned into f***ing Bruce lee. It was affecting me at work so I got fired. Maddy was acting like I was trash which hurt a lot. After we engaged in a cat fight and I pulled a fistful of her hair, that shut her up though , I entered into a lot of trouble .

I rushed home to see my mom spilling over the couch and it was like she had drugged herself. Pills were on the f***ing table and alcohol. I fell down beside her and tried to shake her body. I dialed 911 and clasped my hand over my mouth trying to push back the tears but it was effortless. I screamed at my mom's unconscious body till the ambulance came.

Last time I went to see her, they were transferring her to a psychotic institute.

I mean she barely even recognized me.

Turns out the pills might have damaged her brain causing memory loss. Seeing her lying on the bed talking to herself was so painful.

'Mum it's me Ren. Hw you doing?' She just looked at me like I was speaking freakin Chinese and then started laughing. Seeing my mom like this broke me. I ran home and cried myself to sleep that night so, I haven't seen her in about 2 months.

I'm not stone cold so I always check with the doctor to see if she's getting better.

This atmosphere seems to be choking me with all these sad memories so I leave the room and lock it back like it has been for quite sometime now.

The lawn's needs to be mowed so I head out and pull on my overall and grab my iPod. I go to the garage and get out the lawn mower.

I start mowing listening to trouble by Taylor swift (Ikr?? It's old). Then I hear laughter comin 4rm my neighbor's .

That's weird. I thought it was just those two old hags dat lived there. Such annoying old ladies. Maybe it's there grandchildren.

I laugh at that thought when I remember they weren't even married.

'We have new neighbors mum.' The girl from across shouts. New neighbors?? I turn to see what she's talking 'bout.

I see this really gorgeous woman holding her small child while her son and other daughter is packing their stuff into the house.

I was in my miserable world and I failed to notice stuff was happening around me.

I turn and BAM! I make eye contact with the son...OMfreakinG!!

🔍Author's note
I'm glad that I've finally started!!
I know this is just the beginning so it's not sounding interesting buh trust me I'll make it better.

Lol!! This book is going to be long so relax and read it.

So, Renee is kinda the protagonist ...stay tuned