I wake up the next morning, on the floor with a pounding headache. Probably from all the crying I did last night. I still can't believe Caleb is gone. He was such a happy, healthy and amazing boy and now he's gone. I started to tear up again just thinking about it. Bratayley is the love of my freaking live, the people who are keeping me happy and alive. Bratayley will still be Bratayley, just not with Caleb anymore. I got up off the ground, dizzy as hell. I quickly grabbed my shelf before I could fall over and knock myself out. I stumbled towards the door and opened the door. I walked into the kitchen and living room, alcohol bottles everywhere. Why the hell and how the hell did these get here. My dad never has, and never will drink. I looked in the living room, seeing my dad's "ex" girlfriend laying on the ground. Why the hell is she here and what the hell happened last night. I roll my eyes and keep walking to the kitchen. I turn to the counter. I lay my head on the counter, as my head was still spinning. I lift my head up, causing me to be more dizzy, and a note to fly off the counter and on the floor. I notice the note, and bend over to pick it up. It's a note from my dad.
"Good Morning, Emerson! As you probably already know I am not in the house at the moment. Montana and I have went to Georgia to visit our family down in Atlanta. We will we back by next Wednesday. Veronica will be here to take care of you. Be safe! Love you! ~Dad"
Why did they just take off without telling me. They could've told me a day ahead of time.I rolled my eyes and walked to the freezer to make myself some breakfast. I decided on mini pancakes. (you know, the ones that Bratayley always eats?) I tossed them on a plate and walked over to the microwave and set the plate in the microwave for 1 minute. I walked into the living room to find the remote. But I completely forgot about the beer bottles. I walked right into one, stubbing my toe on one of the bottles. I knocked it over, causing it to make a large crash sound. I grabbed my toe and hopped on one leg, trying not to swear around Veronica, because, obviously, she would tell my dad. (Okay, all I see as she hops on one foot, is when in that one vidcon video, Caleb popped his knuckles and he was jumping around in pain) I heard the microwave go off. I let go of my toe and walked to the microwave. I took them out of the microwave and set them on the counter. I walked to the cabinet and opened it. I grabbed the blueberry syrup, and walked back over to my pancakes. I poured some syrup on them. I shut the bottle and set it on the counter and walked to my room, to watch the new Bratayley vlog that I missed last night. As I walked back to my room, I thought about it. I can't imagine what it's gonna be like, even if they uploaded a vlog. I opened my bedroom door and walked to my bed. I set my plate on my night stand and got in bed and reached down to get my laptop. Gone.
"What the fuck?" I whispered to myself. My laptop is gone. Why the hell is my laptop gone? I decided to grab my phone. I grabbed my phone and turned it on. Tears started to sting my eyes when I saw the picture of Caleb. I blinked them back and slid to unlock. Lucky me, YouTube was already open. I went to Bratayley's channel and saw a vlog. "Dear Future Self".
"Awwwww Shit.." I mumbled to myself. This isn't going to be good. I touched the vlog. Immediately as it started, big text bubbles came up with a black screen. I read it, immediately, tears started to roll back.
"The Day Before Caleb Died" That just turned my day around. I wasn't hungry anymore. I curled up in a ball with my blanket and watched the vlog as tears kept coming. By the end of the vlog, I had an ocean in my bed, just soaked up by sand. AKA, my sheets. This is officially the worst month of my life.
OML This chapter is so boring and I'm sorry, but it'll be better. Keep reading! Love you guys!
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Shocker (C.L)
FanfictionEmerson is a normal girl. That's what everyone else thinks, but she's really not. Emerson is depressed. She self harms. She hides her sadness behind a smile, for a while. Until it turns out that she can't due to a big shock about someone who she dea...