Fingers Crossed

Hello morning

Song:Brand new day by Demi Lovato

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"Will you get the heck outta here" I scream at my younger brother Nick.

"This is great, just great.My first day of the semester and I already have coffee spilled all over my shirt"I say completely aware that I'm speaking to myself.

I get a paper towel and attempt to clean the stain but all to no avail.I have barely fifteen minutes to go to school and in my world that is not enough time to change.

Thanks a lot Nick.

I summon courage and pick up my bag,as I reach the door I yell "bye mom" and hurry off not bothering to wait for a reply.

As I walk into the hall way of Crenshaw High School still deep in thought, I accidentally bump into someone.

"Fuck, watch where your going",I hear someone say as my books come crashing down. I hurriedly pick them hoping that I didn't cause much of a scene.

I work hastily down to my locker. I quickly skim through my timetable and pick the books I'll need. The bell goes off and I rush down to my first class of the day, literature.

By the time its lunch break my mind is fully at peace. I remember that I hadn't seen Cody this morning.

Cody Adams is my best friend in the whole world.Okay yeah I know having a guy as a bestbud isn't very popular but Cody and I go way back. He has always been there for me and we have grown fond of each other.

At the thought, I quickly dial his number,he picks up

"Hey Eva", what's up?

"Nothing much"I reply

"Where exactly are you? I ask not minding if I  sound a little too needy."

"In the gym, coach says He wants to speak to me about something."

"Oh... Okay, I say sounding a little disappointed."

"I guess I'll see you after school" He replies in an apologetic tone.

Though disappointed I was still hungry so I quickly get a burger and a diet soda and locate a table. I bring out my ipod and plug in my earpiece and the music comes on clearing well.....
most of my thoughts.

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"Can I borrow your pen? "A lady sitting beside me on the bus asks

"Ya.... Sure"I quickly check my bag and bring out my pen.

"Here you go"I say to the woman

"Thank you"She says

I use the time to really notice my environment. I'm usually too busy to have time to take in my surroundings. It's really surprising how everyone living around me seems so exotic but my family on the other hand are well...... not so exotic. I would never call my family poor we are just a little lower than mediocre.

The bus comes to a halt and the passengers hurry to get out. I squeeze my way through the group of people.I feel like a marshmallow in between smoores.

My house is just a ten minute walk from the bus stop.I plug in my ipod because it helps to block out the thoughts in my head.

Whenever your walking alone,do you ever like everyone is looking at you and if you look at them, they are probably gossiping about you? Yep that's the feeling.

As I arrive the door, I don't bother knocking because I  know no one is at home. Mom's work doesn't close till about 6pm and Nick usually has soccer practice on Monday's and Wednesday's which last till about 4pm. I'm probably the only one who comes back home at this time anyway.