My life has been hell ever since my mum died when I was 8. Ever since that day my dad has blamed me for her death, he says I was putting to much stress on her so she wasn't focused when she was driving home the night she died. My dad said I needed to learn how to behave so ever since I was eight my dad would rape me every night.
But now since I'm dating Gavin he's given me some confidence and even enough to report my dad to the police.
It's our 2 and a half year anniversary and Gavin has brung me to San Jose for a couple of days. "I have something to show you" Gavin said to me " what is it" I asked " well you know how we are in San Jose at the moment" he said " yeah I'm not stupid" I said " well look what I got us" he smiled holding up two tickets to the women's gymnastics Olympic trials " oh my fucking God" I screamed giving him a huge hug " I love you so much" he said " I love you too" I said leaning in to give him a kiss. It turned into a really passionate kiss and soon we were breathing heavily on the bed. I turned to face him "that was amazing" I said " the best I've ever had" he smiled "you wanna go for a swim" I asked " yea sure" he said standing up and putting his swim shorts on.
When we got to the pool there was Shawn Johnson there " holy shit that's Shawn Johnson and Andrew east" I whisper shouted " and the Bratayley family" Gavin said.
"Don't do it babe" Gavin pleaded " what do this" I said as I did a press handstand on the pool rails."yes that" he sighed once I came back up " why don't you try it" I said to him " um yeah I'm not that keen on breaking my neck" he said "come on and if you can't do it I'll just push you into the pool" I said " fine one try" he said. " okay and when you legs get out the back bend them and bend your arms too so it will be easier" I instructed, he actually did well for his first time he just about got all the way up " that was really good" I said once He came back up " you look a bit surprised there" he said " I am cause you have never done it before" I said " hey come here" he said as he swam to the edge of the pool " what" I said as I walked over to him " your coming for a swim" he said before pulling me into the water.
Today has been a great day the trials were great and I had a lot of fun here with Gavin and luckily we get to do it all again tomorrow.
"Morning babe" he said as I opened my eyes " morning" I yawned " what do you want for breakfast" he asked starting to get up " I no what I want for breakfast" I said pushing him back down and straddling his waist " Mmm I like the sound of that" he said in a sexy voice while pushing my body closer to him and bringing me in for a deep kiss. Things got really heated really fast and soon all our clothes were thrown all over the room and he was teasing me with his tounge " please I need you" I pleaded pushing his head down onto me " if you say so" he said grabbing a condom, putting it on and thrusting into me. I let out a loud moan as he was hitting my g spot with every thrust " please faster" I begged
" your asking for it" he said as he started to go a lot faster. " I'm gonna cum" I said " okay 3.2.1 and go" he said as we both let go, as soon as we both caught our breath he said " you ready for round two".
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I don't no why but Gavin has been in a bad mood ever since we went for breakfast and it is now the afternoon " are you alright" I asked him " yea I'm fine" he said smiling at his phone " okay put your phone away and you need to be completely honest with me right now" I said steering him in the eye " okay" he laughed " I'm not fucking joking around here" I said in a serious tone " ohh little miss Ella has got her angry pants on" he joked " nah fuck this" I said throwing my hands up in the air and walking away " oh come on Ella I was just joking" he said catching up to me " I'm trying to have a serious conversation with you and you don't even care" I yelled " keep your voice down there is people down there" he said " I don't care who is listening" I said
" okay wait I no what your going through is hard but don't take it out on me" he said angrily
"No you have no idea what I'm going through right now so don't come into my life thinking that you will magically make everything better because you won't" I shouted "I'm just trying to help for fucks sake" he said throwing his hands up in the air "Stop interfering with my life just back off" I said pushing him back
"Don't fucking push me "he said slapping me on my check hard enough for me to fall on my butt
"Hey don't touch her" a girl said pushing him back "Are you okay" another girl said "Yea I'm fine" I said standing up "El I'm so sorry" he said crying "Don't call me that and we are done" I said
"No please you can't do this" he cried "I just did" I said trying to hold in my tears as I walked away but as soon as I got around the corner I broke down as I slid down the wall
"Are you okay "the girl from before asked as she sat down next to me
I shook my head no "my whole life feels like it's falling apart "I stuttered "Shh it's going to be okay "she cooded as I rested my head on my shoulder "My names Aly"she said as I started to calm down. I looked up at her and my eyes just about flew out of my head "oh my gosh your Aly Raisman" I said studded "Haha yeah that's me" she laughed "Ugh oh my gosh this is so embarrassing" I signed covering my face with my hands
"Why" Aly laughed "You just saw all of that" I said "Has he always been violent" she said in a worried tone
"No" I said as my voice cracked
"Hey it's okay" she said pulling me closer to her "I can't believe it's over" I cried into her shoulder "Your to good for him and if he does that to you he isn't one to be fussed about" Aly stated "It's just hard to think of my life without him" I said sadly "It'll soon get better, Um and I don't want to interfere but what did he mean by I no what your going through is hard" she asked
"Ummm, I better get going you need your rest for the competition tomorrow and I don't want to burden you" I said standing up
"You'll never be a burden on me, and atleast give me your number so I can check on you" she said
She handed me her phone and I put my number in.
"I'll see you around" I said
"Call me if you need anything oh and what's your room number" Aly asked " 125" I said before waving and walking away. It was nice actually having a girl to talk to and as I was walking away I started crying again but I kept quiet cause I didn't want Aly to hear.
I walked back to my room to find it exactly how we left it. There were bits of clothing thrown everywhere from this mornings antics. I started picking all of Gavins clothes and putting them in his suitcase. I heard a knock at the door so I went over and opened it " I heard you crying as you walked away and I couldn't just leave you like that" Aly said " it's been awhile that I've actually had a girl to talk to" I said looking down at my feet " what about your mum" she asked " she died when I was 8" I said starting to tear up "aw baby come here" Aly said pulling me into a hug " I miss her so much" I cried. Once I had calmed down me and Aly were both laying down on my bed when she asked " how long were you and Gavin together" " 2 and a half years" I said sadly "woah that's a long time" she said
"Yea" I said " you did really well today" I said to her " thanks" she said " okay well I better get going or else I'm going to get in huge trouble" Aly said standing up "okay I might see you tomorrow" I said " yea maybe bye" she said waving " bye" I said. Well so much for our anniversary weekend
