SECRET - grayson dolan

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"Josh, we can't let that happen again, really, we almost lost her, i could never forgive myself if something like that happe..."

"It is not going to happen! Lydia, look i know that this is going to sound stupid, but there's no other way i guess."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, well, we have to move from here."

At that moment i couldn't help it, i couldn't stop myself. I was so pissed i just had to let it out.

"WHAT?! We're not moving anywhere!"

"Monia?! What are you doing he..."

"No mom, what are you doing? We can't move, we wont move, i don't want to move! Just no!"

"Monia calm down, i know that you hate this idea now, but later everything will be fine, just like everything was fine when we moved here."

"Yeah dad, everything is fine, and that is the main reason why i don't want to move! You can't take me with you, i'll live with Vic, or, or i'll just live here alone..."

"Monia no! We have to move, end of discussion!"

"BUT NO! And at least tell me why?!"

"You wouldn't understand, it's adolt stuff and.."

"Mom i'm almost 18, tell me why are we moving or i'll handcape myself to the house."

"Well, it's just that, your dad has to move beacause of work, yes."

"And where to excatly?"

"Am, we don't know yet, they will let me know the exact location next week."

"Oh just great dad, you don't even know where we're going and you accepted it?"

"Honey, i know you're mad now, but believe me this is for your good too."

"How can this be for my good? Like how even?! I'm going to lost all of my friends, my only friends dad! I love it so much here, i've never been happier, you can't take away my happines. Dad please, we can't move! They can tell someone else from work to move there, or..."

"No, it's all settled, i'm so sorry. You'll find other friends soon, that is the last thing you should worry about."

"But dad! Mom! Please! I begg you let's please stay! Please!"

At that moment i started to cry. I really can't believe this, they can't be doing this to me. I know that it's kinda important to dad, i don't want him to lose his job or something but still. I don't even now what to do now. How will i tell Vic? How will i say goodbye to this place? No, just no. I can't leave. I have to do something, anything, but i can't leave.

I went to my room to call Vic, i told her everything that has just happened. We both decided that we don't go to school tommorow so we could spend more time together, and think of a plan to stop my parents from this crazy and stupid idea of moving.
After the call ended, i started crying again, and eventually i fell asleep.

• • •

"Monia come on we're going to be late! We have only 10 minutes till first period starts, hurry up already!" Grayson said as he was nervously getting out of his car to help me carry my stuff.

I woke up late and i didn't had time to do anything so i was carrying my bag, breakfast and my shoes while i was trying to put some make up on and lock the door at the same time. He took my bag and my shoes and put them in the car.

"Monia you don't need breakfast, or make up, leave that there and just come on! Awh we have only 5 minutes now and we're still here!"

"Grayson chill, it's not that big of a deal if we get there late, first period i have chemistry anyway, i don't mind skipping that." I said as i was gently locking the front door of my house. "And ofcourse i need my breakfast and make up. I'm going to lose it if i don't eat, i love food so fricking much, and i definitelly can't go in public without my make up."

"Whatever, just hurry up!"

"Just a sec, i forgot my phone, awgh! I'll be right back!"

I unlocked the door again and run inside the house to get my phone. I was back in like litterly a second. I closed the door, locked them again and quickly jogged to grayson's car. The door was alredy opened so i just hopped in. I looked at grayson and saw his annoyed face looking back at me.

"I'm sorry i am so unorganized and stuff, but i woke up really late and i didn't have time for anything and.. Are you going to start the car?"

"What's the point, we're already late now anyway."

"So what, are we going to sit in the car now or? We can still make it to second period gray, come on, lets go!"

"I pass, let's skip that."

"Oh, you want us to skip school now?"

"Why not? We can go somewhere, anywhere you want, i can buy you a new breakfast, we can go to the movies, whatever you feel like for."

"Am nah nah, i don't skip school mister."

"Well i think you should start."

"No, i'm not really for something like that, i don't get people who do that, it's just stupid."

"Well you don't know that, maybe you'll like it. Come on, you have to do it, just this time, for me?"

"Noo grayson, let's just go."

"Please Moniaa, do it for me, please please please."

"And what do i get in return?"

"This." He said as he kissed me.

"And this." He kissed me again on my cheek.

"And yeah, this to." Then he kissed me on my forhead and i just couldn't help it but smile.

"Oh and let's not forget this, i'll buy you food Monia, food."

"Okay now you convinced me." I said as i crosed my arms. Now i was looking at him with an annoyed face but his smile was so big and cute i had to smile back at him. Then he turned the car on and kissed me one more time.

"So, you feel like Starbucks?"

• • •

'Where are you now when i need you the most, so don't let me don't let me don't let me down, i think i'm loosing my mind now...'

"AWGH! Shut up!" I yelled as my alarm clock woke me up. 7:05 am,  great, my parents are already at work so that makes things eassier. I'll tell them that i was feeling sick so i couldn't go to school when they get back. Now i just have to whait for Lina to leave so Vic could come to my place. Piece of cake, i thought, now the only thing that's left to do is to came up with a plan to stop my family from moving. Well that's great, it seems hopelles even from my point of view, but i'll think of something, right?