" And Sometimes
You just have to forget about that person
You once loved
and
MOVE ON..."
The funny thing about my situation is this,
When i turn up to work on Monday
My boss looked away,
He didn't even bother asking me why i was absent for a week
Why i look like a zombie
only tinted by my lipstick
I sat at my old cubicle at the office
I could feel the pity stares
I could feel my face blushing
I could hear them mumbling to themselves
how thin i gotten
that the dark circles in my eyes was horrible
and that in had ruin my green eyes.
******
at lunch
I was busy sorting out emails
When i heard my phone ringing
I didn't know it still exist
I thought it vanish
When i was in my hmmmm...
how should i call the time
i almost committed suicide?
let's just call it the Dark days
It was ringing still,
I didn't realized that aside from being a cheater
my ex fiancee is a stalker as well
I guess he didn't get the hint when i burn down his bike
maybe i was being subtle that time,
I knew i should have burn his car!
I ended the call.
He doesn't deserve to explain
or to hear how hoarse my voice sounded
due to my uninterrupted nightmares
" Laine, It's lunch time aren't you hungry yet?"
Hazel was looking at me,
Wondering if it was safe to talk to me
" Yeah, i guess i didn't realized it was already lunch."
I stood up, turn off my pc took my bag and smiled at Hazel.
Lunch was a blur.
It was like trying to eat something inedible
I was trying so hard to eat
It was like my tongue was made of rubber
my mouth feels dry
And i could almost feel myself throwing up.
In the end i manage to drink my juice
Although my food was untouched
But hazel didn't mind even if i was spacing out
She was quiet the whole time
And i was thankful she didn't asked me to relive the breakup
We we're on our way
When i bump into a guy,
Not that it was unusual given the fact
that my mind was somewhere else,
But his gaze was so intense
I coudn't help but blush
**********
Caleb POV
I couldn't believe my luck.
I was on my way to a lunch meeting
I was worried about her,
It was her first day going back to work
Then i saw her.
Her green eyes that looked so sad,
She looked like she has loss some weight
She was biting her lip
a sign that she was anxious
But nevertheless she looks as beautiful as i last saw her.
" Sorry," She mumbled.
I smiled at her, hoping i wouldn't scare her
" No blood no foul." i said trying to assure her, She sighed in return
What would i give to know what you're thinking right now
" Ahh yeah..sorry again." And with that She and her friend took off.
I wanted to grab her hand
Comfort her
But the idea of losing her was unbearable.
So i just watched her leave.
I'm glad her first day of work
seems to be doing fine.
ONE MESSAGE RECEIVED
JUST FINISH LUNCH
JUST BUMP TO A STRANGE GOOD LOOKING GUY AWHILE AGO
HIS EYES WAS AS BLUE AS THE SKY.
Was she referring to me just now???
Goodlooking?
She thinks I'm good looking?
And why do i look like strange?
But i wouldn't deny
That i felt like a teenager
yet again because of her.
