One Day Can Change Everything

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Crystal's POV

Justin took me back to the hotel. I walked around and went towards the balcony that took me outside, I could see all of L.A, the city lights, and the car horns from the traffic. I stood there for a while just thinking about what has happened so far. What if I actually drowned? Maybe Justin just did it because he felt bad for me. He doesn't love me, why the fuck would he love me? No one loves me. I started crying and went to the washroom. I needed to cut. I searched through the cabinets to find something. I found a new pack of razor blades. I fidgeted when I opened the packet. I took one out and smashed it against the counter causing the blades to fall out. I took one and rolled up my sleeve and let it hit my skin. I hissed in pain, my arm was still red and full of cuts from earlier today.

There was a knock on the door. It was Justin.

"Crystal? Are you in there? Open the door please."

I checked to see if the door was locked and it was. I ignored him and made another cut on my other wrist.

"Baby, what are you doing in there? Please open the door."

There was a short silence then he spoke up again.

"Oh my god, please don't tell me you're cutting. Oh my god, baby no. Open this door right now or else I'm breaking it." he yelled through.

My body was getting weak, my clothes were covered in blood, and I fell to the floor.

Justin's POV

She wasn't opening the door, millions of thoughts were roaming through my mind. What if she cut. No no no. Fuck. I kicked the door and the lock opened. I saw her lying on the floor crying, her wrists bleeding. My eyes instantly watered up. I picked her up bridal style and placed her on the bed. I ran back into the washroom and grabbed the first aid kit and too out some gauze and wrapped it around her wrists. She was still crying.

I was fidgeting with her shirt. "Is it okay if I change you?" I said quietly. She nodded her head and I went to my room and grabbed a black v neck. I carefully took her shirt off and threw it on the ground and replaced it with mine.

I pulled her close to me, she started sobbing even louder. My shoulder was full of her tears. But I didn't mind.

"Baby, why? You know it hurts me even more when you do this to yourself. Please, you just got out of the hospital today." I said patting her back with comfort.

"I was just thinking."

"About what?" I asked slightly confused.

"You said you love me, but it seems like a lie. Why the fuck would you love me? My own parents don't even love me. I'm not loveable. I'm a fuck up, I'll fuck up your life. I just thought you said all that because you felt bad about me so I just did it. I don't feel loved and I know I never will."

She was so broken, I don't even know what to do. But how does she think I'm lying?

"Baby, no. I'm not lying, I love you so much, don't ever think that I don't because that's not even possible. I know you're having a hard time believing me but one day you won't ever feel this way again. Okay? I love you so much." I kissed her cheek and pulled her even more close to me and gave her the tightest hug ever.

"It's getting late babe, let's go to sleep yeah?"

"Okay."

I got up and she grabbed my hand.

"Don't leave me, please stay." she whimpered her eyes filled with sadness.

"I'm not leaving babe, I'm just gonna go put this away. I'll be right back." I said referring to the first aid box.

I came back and cuddled with her and slowly she fell asleep on my chest.

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