leaving the past behind

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ZARIAH POV: the way Dre blew up &went bazaar, I'm making my leave a little more earlier than planned. I'll be leaving on Wednesday, today is monday. I'll be going to school tomorrow so that I can get my grades in check & take a test.

Dre pov; I decided to apologize to zariah. I think I need some time tho, to think about how to approach her.

WEDNESDAY EVENING ~

zariah pov;

all my stuff is packed & at the front door. my mom said she want me to go do a  check up on my unborn  before I leave today. I was opening the door & came face to face with non other than Dre. before I could close the door he put his feet there.

"zariah I know I was wrong & way out of line. I was  wondering can I be in you & my seed life again. " he ask.

  "Dre I'm not up with all this wishy washy stuff "I say bold

"I'm serious, you could move in with me nd ari "

"oo I forgot to tell you but I made up my mind & I'm moving in some hours "his face showed a bundle of emotions

"well why so early? "really, he don't know this by now...

"all that stress you put me through dre ,I'm done with it "i yell on the verge of tears

"maybe we can work things out &get things back to regular. me, you & ari "

"see you forgot about zashae again, will you do this to our child, only focus on ari. knowing Tonya poor zashae is living an awful life."I say honestly

" I know, I know. I'm never gonna treat our baby that way "Dre said

"when you get yourself together,holla at me, until then, I'll be an independent parent to my child"I say

"give me 3 reasons why you would leave me, & for my child not to have a daddy ?"ugh

"I honestly don't have time for this I need to get on the road "

"zariah don't be like that just tell me "he say sternly

"1your not ready for commitment, 2your not ready for a child, 3 your still in the game "I tell him with pure attitude

"really! look me in my eye's &say you dont love me anymore &I'll leave you be"dre says, with years forming in his eyes,wait I thought thugs had no feelings?

"dre'mari that's hard to say, I really have to go " I look back at the door &spot my mom on the phone

"do you or do you not love me "he say

"Dre I don't love you anymore "I confess taking glances up at him... everybody knows that's a lie, I will never stop loving him... is it bad to say that I really feel bad about taking me &our unborn away from him?

"OK! nice knowing you zariah, you may not love me anymore but my love for you will always be in my heart ...gotta nigga going soft "he laughs whipping a tear I Laughed along with him

"lol I'll miss you Dre "

"yaya send me pictures of my seed, call me when your next appointment will be ,is that ok? "he ask me nervous

"yes that's great, I'll inform you "I walked closer to him & gave him a hug& a passion filled kiss, I almost forgot that I'm not with him then I pulled away

"I should get going, see ya soon dre " I say ,I walked out to the car &hopped in it & focused into my phone, Dre is texting me already asking how's my hormones & is it a stress reliver yet....

      ~later that night ~

my mom dropped me off to my auntie house where I'll be staying, of course we had an emotional break down while departing from eachother. I picked up phone &text nyny to let her know I'm here now, she's been texting and calling me all ride here to make sure I'm okay &the baby is tooo she's a big help with advice I love her  to death.... &of course marri cussed me out cause I didn't tell her that I was leaving earlier than I had planned.lol

Dre pov: damn my baby done left me! imma be hella bored now, welp time to make to make this money my nigga'sssss......I'm going to try to be their for her even tho she don't want me to... & when she said she didn't love me, I knew she was lien, our love is like no other... manne I'm going to soft for her, welp I don't think they know,a nigga be on his lovvey dovy status when I'm not getting my paper.....

>>>>>>A/N:HEY I KNOW IT'S BEEN A WHILE ,BARE WITH ME PLEASE YOU Beautiful faces.... vote, comment, &follow for the next update >>>that part!how you Ike this chapter?? Tell ya friends about this book! add to your liabary! oooo I forgot! SHOUT OUT TO THE SISSY NYNY! SHE'S BEEN PUSHING ME TO UPDATE! I ♥♥YOU NY'AMBIA & GOODNIGHT!!

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