Well.. school starts tomorrow. It baffles me that we're now freshman, and you still act like a 12 year old. I'm going to have to see you tomorrow, and I don't know whether that depresses me or scares me. I feel like this summer finally gave me some freedom. It gave me time to grieve, to think, and to move on. I realize that you and I will never be together, I don't even know if I want that at all anymore. I realize that you do not deserve me, nor do I deserve you. We're the same, yet we're complete opposites. You and I have both been hurt more than words can describe by the ones we've loved. Yet, I use that to try and make myself a better and stronger person. You, on the other hand, have let it make you into a worse person. You've let it eat at you until you just turned into someone who hurts others because you've been hurt. I do love you, but I don't know if I want to see you again. I do miss you. I miss talking to you, I miss texting you, I miss your smile, I miss being able to see you without hurting or getting upset. I miss you in general, and how things used to be, but things aren't like that anymore and I'm sure that we both know that. You have someone new, so I'm sure you don't even think about these things anymore. I have a lot of time on my hands, so I tend to do a lot of thinking. I don't know, I'm scared to see what will happen when I do see you again. Maybe it won't matter, maybe we won't talk at all ever again. Maybe you'll try to talk to me again. Maybe you'll try to make me feel special, and leave again. I won't let that happen though, I've learned my lesson. I don't know, I have no clue what the future will be like for either of us, and I'm not sure I want to find out. I guess I'll see you tomorrow...
A/N Hey guys! I know I've been very slow on updates. There are only like 30 of you that have read this, and thank you guys so much!! I really appreciate it. I haven't been updating because I've been sick for the last few days, and before that, I was very busy. But here's your update. Thank you for reading! If you could comment/vote that would mean a lot, maybe tell your friends about this story if it's worth recommending (:
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