A Bulletproof Love

Chapter 2

Somethings may be triggering
Jinxx's pov

When I woke up, Blade was still asleep. Something stabbed into my ribs, pulling it out I saw a notebook. I open it to see the writing of a pained soul. Reading it it's says.

I know people say that you can't remember things when you were little, but I remember my parents. My mom was expecting a baby, but she lost him, not only him but herself. My father and I lost both of them. I was the blame for loss of both of them, all because I wanted ice cream. My dad was working he was always working. Mom said she'd take me. As we were heading out a man came up to her telling her that she owed him. She yelled at him saying to stay away from me. He took a gun out and shot her twice. Once in the belly, other in the head. I scream for my mommy to wake up, but she wouldn't move. Dad came home yelling at me that it was all my fault. Grabbing my by my hair, he drags me in the house. Throwing me on the floor. He kicks and smacks me. Not caring if he hurt a four year old. Desperate cries from me pleading for him to stop, he wouldn't. Next thing I knew people busted down the door, yet it wasn't the cops. He screamed at the man I called father "let my daughter go, she's mine not yours". Next thing I know I wake up here. All alone with no one to care.
Blade 04/13/10

I've been in this place for a year now, I've been adopted once. The family wanted me to serve them as their slave. I worked day and night without food for two months. When I didn't do as they said they hit me. They finally had enough, when the lady came to bring me back. They punched my in the face grabbing my hair pushing me in the car. I thought I had enough. I started to self-harm it had gotten to much for me. I cut where ever I could. I sat in the bathroom for hours crying. Wanting to die.
Blade 04/13/11

It's been 2 years since I wrote in this again. I start to listen to bands, hearing them is my escape from the world. While I was adopted I went to a concert for Black Veil Brides. While I was walking back I accidentally ran into one of the band members. I didn't want him to know who I was so I ran. I never looked back, they wouldn't notice me, not now, not ever. I sat cry because when I ran into him. I hurt my broken ribs. One of the families I was adopted by beat me till I was bleeding or unconscious. Being adopted five times in two years. All of them were horrible. I was always beaten, or a slave to them. I cut more and more. I tried to kill myself twice, but failed. I'll be nothing but a failure.
Blade 04/13/13

For anyone who finds this letter, I'm done with life. I don't hate the world. I dont blame anyone either, I forgive everyone even though they hurt me. There's nothing more for me to say besides that I forgive you, but I'm done goodbye. My last dying wish is to tell my father that I forgive him.
Love, blade 06/24/15

Looking at the girl sitting on my lap, a tear falls from my eyes. Why would such a beautiful girl have to go through the pain of that. Lifting up her shirt sleeve, I see scars covering her arm. "Andy" I said looking at the man that adopted her, but also my best friend. "Yea man" he says look up he saw my eyes were watery. Looking down at the girl in my arms he understood everything. She needs to be fixed and I'm gonna be the one to fix her.