Again I feel it wash over me, the despair
It calls to me in harsh tones
It hurts so much that moving, I wouldn't dare
The only sound escaping me if I do are wild groans
In this place there is only rain
Large drops the size of pebbles, bruising my soul
My head's bowed, hidden in my knees to mask the pain
All the love I gave is now taking its toll
Why did he get no air in his lungs?
When I have a fair fill in mine
My imagination offers no help
Announcing the truth of this cruel world
It uses deep darkness to tell me what I refuse to accept
Alone I drag myself through this Hell
There is a truth I absolutely reject
That I was too far gone to even know I fell
