It's October and I haven't heard from him. Which sucks because I love talking to him. it was kinda funny. My birthday was October 20th and his was the 21st. (he's two years older than me) My birthday comes around I don't hear from him. I put it behind me and I continue to live my life.
His birthday is happening I go on snapchat and see him and a girl take a picture. I thought nothing of it.
But here's where everything happens. I saw him post an "Girlfriend appreciation post" to Instagram and it was of a girl. Now this is where my heart sank. You do not know what what real love is. I really loved him.
I thought about him everyday. I would cry almost everyday about him. I thought dating people would make me forget him but that didn't work. Holy fuck I wanted to spend my life with him. But I was never mad at him. Because I loved him. Months went by. It was the new year. started thinking of him less and less.
