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Chapter 2

I got out of bed to the sound of my alarm. I hated school. Well not school but the people. I got dressed t shirt, hoodie, skinny jeans and vans the usual. Trace surprised me by picking me up with Starbucks. I sat in back because he always picks up Netanya. "Hey sexy mama what's up" I laughed choking on my coffee.

"Omg never again please" he just smiles and shakes his head. Finally we got to Netanya's house trace honked 3 minutes later he called her. She started yelling at him to hold on because she was doing her eyeliner.

"It'll be a minute want me to drop you off"

"No I'm having fun watching you get flustered"

"Shut up potato"

"Ugh stop you know I hate that"

"I'm sorry come sit up here she'll take another 10 minutes" I crawled over the seats of the truck and laid down my feet in his lap.

"You're a nice foot prop"

"Whatever loser" he says while laughing pushing my feet in the floor.

"That was rude" I put my feet back in his lap suddenly my head falls back. I look yup and see netanya had opened the door. I moved to the back and she got in the truck they shared a small peck and trace pulled out of the driveway.

"Where'd you get Starbucks" she asked.

"Trace brought it when he picked me up"

"Why didn't you bring me one honey"

"Because it would've been cold then you would've complained" we got to school and walked to class. Me and trace had the same schedule so we always walked together. We got to first period on time surprisingly and did our bell ringer. The day was going by slow and when it got to history it was even slower. The dude told hunter aka class dick and he went to sharpen his pencil.

"Is this sharp enough for you" I just brushed it off but I went to the bathroom and cried I gathered myself and went back to class. I came back in the teacher was gone and trace was yelling at hunter.

"What makes you think you can do that to someone, Anyone"

"You're the one who can't admit he likes her"

"You crossed the line and you know it you did it to hurt her"

"Oh look, there she is now. Why don't you tell everyone. I think you two have something to discuss."

I wiped my eyes one last time "let's go trace"

"I'll deal with you later" he says pushing hunter. He wraps his arm around my waist we walk out of the classroom as we get in the hallway I collapse. I started having a panic attack I felt like I couldn't breathe. "holy shit" he picked me up bridal style and carried me to his truck and set me down. "Cassidy" he tries to get my focus. "Cassidy" he says making me look at him "focus look at me concentrate on breathing" I finally calmed down enough to where I could talk.

"Thank you" I still was crying.

"I'm driving you home"

"Thank you" The drive to my house was quiet. We went to my room he said it. The thing I had been dreading.

"Is it true" tears started welling up. "Cassidy answer me" I just nodded and started crying. "show me" I got up went to my closet grabbed a short sleeved shirt and pj shorts. I went to the bathroom to change I looked in the mirror and cried harder.  I finally gathered myself and walked out.

"Trace" I said getting his attention his jaw dropped. I had cuts running down my thighs and on my wrists some older ones on the inside of my ankles and hips. Then I saw something I never thought I'd see a tear rolled down his cheek. He got up and hugged me.