Trapped By The Face Of An Angel

One

We all have the moments where we all feel like the world hates us and happiness is just non-existent. People view the world as a place to explore, have an adventure. Look at the clouds, have a picnic shit like that. But for me. Ha, it's the opposite. It wasn't always like this, having to go trough appointments after appointment. I have these lungs that only want to work when they feel like it. Sometimes I feel as the world is coming down on me and there's no point on living but there's always that one person who makes you wanna live forever and that girl is Sabrina Carpenter .

I woke up feeling like shit I probably shouldn't have token too many pills but what's the point life sucks. As I laid in my bed not wanting to get up with my morning boner feeling like I'm gonna explode will all this piss inside me but too lazy to get up I decided to call Sabrina who's hot as fuck.
"Hey baby girl how did you sleep last night I ?" I asked her basically hoping she could come so we could fuck but hey at least she enjoys it too.
"I slept amazing missing you tho and I'm gonna go get ready cause I wanna come over and cuddle with you." She responded not even giving a fuck if she got permission to come over. Women am I right?
"Uh can you come over an hour?"
"An hour are you insane I need at least 3 hours.
"Okkkkkk take your time I guess I love you baby girl."
"I love you too cutie bye I'll see you later."
"Bye"
I got up finally going up to my bathroom pissing which is the best feeling on earth. "Ugh this is so much better than sex." I scream casually praying that nobody heard me. I go up to brush my teeth and let me get one thing straight, no guy washes their hands after they pee unless guys are in the bathroom with them, their girlfriend is in the same building with them or if they have company but when they're alone no guy washes their hands just wanted to make that crystal clear. As I walked back to my small room I lay down in my bed hoping Sabrina comes soon. I guess you could say I really love her she makes me feel what's the word besides horny? Oh yeah happy. She's one of those girls that listens to you and you can easily have a conversation with or you could cuddle for hours without saying a word to each other and never wanting it to end. But let's also not forgot how how she is. I get up with taking a deep breath getting myself changed in my room. As I'm putting pants on I decide to look outside, some say Boston is the place to look for the leaves to change in this cold autumn weather but honestly if you look Outside all you see is dead trees and busy streets all over the place but, the Boston accent is a perk. I decided to FaceTime Sabby to check how much more time she needed.
"Ring. Ring. Ring."
"Hey baby girl are you here yet?" I asked her smiling because every time I heard her voice I'm reminded that I'm so lucky to have a girl like her.
"If you open your door you'd realized that I'm already hear you goofball."
I hung up the rushing to open my door in my small apartment with a giant smile on my face.
"Hey baby girl I missed you." I said smiling as I wrap her tightly around my arms.
"Hey Cutie." Sabrina responded looking up at me. I looked down on her but I started coughing and coughing and I couldn't stop. I tried breathing but I just couldn't it's like I forgot how to. My brain went on panic mood and my mind was like freaking out.
"Peyton are you okay?" Sabrina yelled freaking out now knowing what to do. I tried making hand signals saying that I was choking. "Stop messing around."
"Call an ambulance." Was the last thing I said to her before everything started turning black, that's when my world because a living hell.
I wake up to the sounds of machines and my open my eyes freaking out knowing I'm not at my apartment. I look to my right to see Sabrina smiling but crying at the same time.
"I'm so fucking glad you're okay baby I honesty don't know what happened you just started coughing and joking so I called an ambulance and now you're here." She told me while hugging me. I rub her back comforting her feeling relived I'm okay. "It's okay baby girl I'm feeling better now, how long was I out for?" I asked her hoping it wasn't too long. "Ehh about two hours or so nothing too bad." I heard Sabrina say feeling relieved I wasn't out for a day or two or even months. "Can you go get the doctor and tell him or her that I'm awake please?" I ask Sabrina.
"Yeah of course baby I'll be right back." She responds walking out of my room while I lowkey look at her house. Hey what can I say? I can't help it. As I was waiting I saw that there was a tv remote right next to the side of the bed. I turned on the tv hoping something good is on. As I turned on the tv I see that the best fucking kid show is on right now! Sesame Street! I starting singing the theme song, "Sunny day. Sweepin' the clouds away!" I basically yell smiling so hard my cheeks start to hurt. As I'm singing I hear someone clear their throats and look over embarrassed seeing Sabrina and the doctor. Fuck.
"Mr. Meyer I see that you're awake now." The doctors says looking straight at me. "Uh yeah I have been for the past 5 minutes." I responding looking at the doctor than to Sabrina. This really couldn't get any more awkward.
"Well while you were sleeping we were running some test on you. I have something to tell you, this could be either good news or bad news." He responds without any emotion. "Tell me doctor." I say nervously. He looks at me then at Sabrina then back to me saying, "Well the good news is. Is that there's nothing seriously bad maybe you had an asthma attack or the bad news is you might have lung cancer."