Confused love story (Cameron Dallas)

New house,school,life! And weird stuff?

Mom: ok guys it's late let's go to bed.

Nathan: *checks phone for message from boyfriend* yay he texted
              Text from boyfriend
Boyfriend: hey babe
Nathan:hey!
Boyfriend: we need to. Talk
Nathan: about?
Boyfriend: I don't think I can do this anymore.
Nathan: what do you mean I've only been gone for 9 hours
Boyfriend: I know but I can't date you knowing we might never see each other again
Nathan: can we try
Boyfriend: OMG no!
Nathan: this can't be the only reason tell me what's wrong!
Boyfriend: I found someone else
Nathan: so soon
Boyfriend we've been at this for more than 3 months
Nathan but we've berk dating for 5 months
Boyfriend I'm sorry
Nathan: FUCK YOU HOW DARE YOU
I CANT BELIVE I LIKED YOU
boyfriend: cmon I am hot
Nathan: but your still trash.
Boyfriend: and what are you  why do you think I found another person.
Nathan: whatever bye
!End of messages!
Nathans point of view
OMG I can't believe him why so soon I hate this what is happening  why am I crying over him I can't he knows I've been dealing with depression since 7th grade I told him everything I LOVED HIM!!! Why does everybody hate me why do they have to ruin me well if they want this then I'll do it I walk to the kitchen looking for a sharp knife  of this is what everyone else want then I'll do it 1.2.3.. Ahh I dropped the knife with blood it made a loud noise my parents running to the kitchen my mom yelling at me  crying "NATHAN HONEY I THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER I THOUGHT YOU DIDNT HAVE DEPRESSION ANY MORE"
I'm sorry mom I'm so stupid just kill me. My mom gives me a band aid thanks mom my mom telling me "honey I love you don't think that I don't okay I love you" and kisses me on the cheek. Thanks mom I said whipping tears out of my face.
"Okay now back to bed you have school" my mom said
                       THE NEXT DAY
       STILL NATHANS POINT OF VIEW

My mom wakes me up with a kiss on my cheek hugging me tightly
Thanks mom I needed that to start my day I said. I get in the shower and get ready I put on a black shirt that says normal is boring and blue shorts with a flannel around my waist and a pair of converse. My mom offers to drive me to school but it was just around the corner so I decided to walk. I think to myself if he was really worth me doing that to myself and I shed a tear. I arrive to the school and then I realize that I know no one at this school SHIT! Ugh this is going to be such a bad day! I walk to the office receiving my schedule for my classes and the bell rang so I look for my class and of course I can't find it I'm going in circles looking for the class I bump into a student he says "woah watch were your going" I said sorry looking up and I see Cameron I think to myself YES! a guy that's hot and wanted my number is here. He said "oh it's you from the air port sorry I didn't get your name" it's Nathan I said  he asked "so are you lost?" I say yes I don't know where this dumb class is he asks for me schedule  I give it to him and he says oh I have that class with you and all your other classes. Oh that's great you can tell me where there at! We walk into the first class together and all the other ones school has ended and I still have to walk home ugh. Cameron offered me a ride and I say yes cause I'm tired as fuck. We get in his car wow it's a really nice car. Thank you Cameron said laughing omg did I say that out loud how embarrassing. It's cool he said so where do you live I give him directions. Omg he said I said what. He said how weird we have the same classes together and we live next to each other. Your my neighbor I said it seems so Cameron' says I said well thanks for the ride. He said no problem I walk into my house and I hear my dad and mom yelling and loud bangs on the wall. I go into my room and go on my phone listening to music while doing my home work it's 6:00 and I just finished my homework tired and feeling dirty so I go into the shower in my room and I get dry  and walk out and lock my room door so I can change and I drop my towel still naked and I turn and my window blinds were open and Cameron's room of course was next to mine and he saw me naked I run and close my blinds crying of embarssmant and I get dressed still embarrassed and put on music and fall asleep

CAMERONS POINT OF VIEW

Wow did I just see Nathan naked woah I rethink the scene and I say to myself his ass was pretty big though my dick getting hard I look and down and I see my gym shorts start rising I silently scream thinking that I'm gay I Say I'm not gay I can't be I like girls but Nathan just made me think of stuff besides girls he made me think of him and his big ass stop ewe why am I thinking this I can't well since I'm hard I guess I better jack off I got to my room door and lock it and I pull down my shorts down opening my laptop watching porn and when I'm about to start I realize that my window curtain is open oh my god I run and I see Nathan reading a book next to his window and I freeze and think of his cute ass and Nathan turns his head and seeing me naked with a boner and I just close it fast I pull my shorts up and I hear a knock at my door I go to open it and my mom telling me we're going to have dinner with our new neighbors which means NATHAN and his family OH GOD.