Cinder's mate

Chapter 4

The banner is a little something from a secret santa thing I didn't really join up for a new cover or anything because I just like giving but I wanted to show everyone the cover :) 

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After that little episode in art I swear to myself I won't do anymore thinking in class focus on the education. HA like that would happen after 5 minutes of looking at the textbook I gave up  we were in study hall though. No one ever does study in this period.

Looking for Hayden I realized two things. 1. Why am I actually looking for Hayden in the first place? 2. He's not in this period with me. 3 I'm all alone. Oh wait that's three. See I'm so bad at math I got the most simplest questions wrong what is with me gosh. I am the worst 44% in my numeracy test *face palm* (A:/N no seriously I actually got 44% in my test XD). Sometimes when I look over my test I realise what I did wrong and just want to smack myself because I knew the answer. I thought it meant somethung different like (this is geography but I don't care) what's the deepest part of the ocean I knew it was a trench but I thought what's the name of the deepest trench and when my friends said I was right I was like -.- why didn't you tell me that?

Anyway back to the subject. I was finishing the last page of the chapter I had to study, that's when I saw  Hayden I was so confused why was he here wasn't he suppose to be in french? Yes I'm a stalker I know all his classes but I can't help it I have this strange connection with him that I couldn't explain. I only just started talking to him and now I feel a pull? What is wrong with me okay I admit I do kinda have a crush on him but it's not my fault he's hot. 

I heard a chair scrap and saw Hayden sit next to me, I was hugely surprised that he is here isn't he surpose to be in french oh wait didn't I already say that?

"Do you mind?" He said questioningly 

"No not at all" I exclaimed 

"Good" He sounded so pleased I was so confused. Why would he seem pleased? Then again there was only two seats one next to a dude who picks his nose and eats the burgger or me. My heart just dropped.

"Just curious why are you here?" 

"Well I was surrpose to be in French but..." Thank you captain obvious well then again I doubt he know's I stalk him. That would be creepy. 

"...I had detention for breaking the teachers phone" 

"Why would you break the teachers phone!" I shouted angryily Why would he do that? My brain betrayed me and stated thinking if he knew he would be in my class if he did that my heart sped up.

"Because I was bored and all he did was go on his phone" My heart slightly broke of what he told me. I mean seriously I was so full of hope and he had to crush it. I don't think he knew I liked him oblivious idiot I think even Mitzi knew and I only started liking him well yesterday. Wait if I liked him just yesterday why do I feel like I knew him and liked him ages ago. All I remember when I was little was when I was 10 I don't remember anything before because when I was 10 I met Mitzi and now we are here 8/7 ish years of friendship!

I remember those days when I it was filled with so much fun. My dad didn't act like he does now when before I was 10 I remember that, I definetly remember him loving and caring for me one time but huh I don't recall that memory but I definetly know he used to love me probably heard it of someone when I was little and when I wasn't born yet. 

Before I killed her....

That brought tears to my eyes I never got to meet her but I have a letter for every year of my birthday my dad said that I could only open them on my birthday and since it was my mother who ordered it I seem to think it was her dying wish so I always did. 

I can't wait for my birthday ironicly it's the same day as Hayden's. I get to open the letter my mother left me of mates. My mom said over the years that my 18th was always the important one so I listened.

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This is a really short chapter I know I've just been really busy and stuff so I just posted what I have just now.

I have to fill in as a part time since my aunty has breast cancer...was that TMI ????